where did I went?

I have not been posting recently. Alot of reasons. Busy Busy and more busy.
Tired looking after my baby as she is not a good sleeper at night. But now very very much better. And my elder girl went childcare since 1st July. I was very stressed in that 1st week as she was crying everyday in childcare centre. And she had nightmare everynight for that week. When I see and hear that, my heart ache. Thought of alot of other options other than send her to childcare.

I dun like the idea of employing a maid, so that is out. Thought of taking no pay leave to look after her for maybe another 6months. But she still have to go to childcare centre after that. She is 23months old, seems to be the youngest in the childcare centre. Now is the 3rd week already. This morning I went her down to the centre, she was crying also. And at 10am when I look down from my flat, I can see her at the playground, she is still not playing with the kids. Just holding the hand of a teacher and walking round and round the playground. And when she cannot see the teacher, she start to cry. But there is improvement already, at least today she did not suck her pacifer at the playground and did not carry her sleeping pillow with her. I will be starting work next Monday. I hope by then she will love school....hmm.....is there any kid who love school??

And I went for a Japan tour in end of June. To Hokkaido. wanted to see the nice nice lavender fields, but its not the blooming session of lavender, they dun look as good. End of July will be the best to go and view lavender......if go in August, can see nice sunflowers.

And I just came back from a Malacca trip yesterday. went sat early morning and came back yesterday night. I think my girl is enjoying all the trips. She seems to be able to adpat to the trips well, but how come not adpating so well to childcare?

These are some of the photos taken in the Japan trip:)