一年一聚

刚和燕燕还有佳卉吃晚饭。 在乌节的鼎泰丰。 这是一年一聚， 因为燕燕每年也只回来一次。 虽然大家都不年轻了。 但是感觉还好像是昨天的事。 我们一起同窗的日子， 很遥远但是还很清晰。 虽然很久没见，但并没有丝毫的陌生。 好怀念以前念书的日子。 遥远的19年。 人生有多少个19年？ 希望燕燕回澳洲后，一切顺利。 也希望明年的这个时候， 大家又可以一年一聚。

Long time no see

Yesterday went to hubby's convo and met xiumei. Have not seen her for quite a long time, really happy to see her.

健康在哪里

究竟病了多久了？ 我的健康，你是不是还在？ 你在哪里？ 遗失在何处，曾经的健康。 快回来吧，我好累。 等你。

康复中

慢慢康复。 也许再一个星期就能恢复正常。 这几个星期真的太辛苦了。 虽然现在还在咳咳咳， 但是比上个星期好很多。

Still sick

Yesterday my cough sort of become worse. And i went to see thee western doc. So now i eat anti biotics, cough, flu medicine . And also the chinese medicine. And i cancel almost all my tuitions. So much things to do but cannot do....sighz...

Cough and cough

More coughing. But i manage to only cancel one tuition. Hopefully tomorrow will be better... I need to get well faster.

Cancel tuition

I cancelled tonight tuition as my cough is quite bad. Cannot imagine myself saying a few words and start coughing. Endless. Hopefutlly tomorrow will be better,if not i got more sessions to cancel. Sighz.....

完结篇

看了「半熟恋人」的最后一集。 很喜欢。 看了「原来爱就是甜蜜」第二集， 也很喜欢。

电影

昨天拖着病恹恹的自己和魔头们看电影。 原本试探着问：＂妈妈生病了，不能带你们去看电影。＂ 第一个说话的竟然是魔头伶。 ＂可是你promise的，一定要去！＂ 魔头杉更绝。 ＂怎么办，妈妈会传染给我。＂ 好一群逆子，竟然一点同情心都没有。 害我在电影院里咳不停。 下次还有电影，休想我带你们去。 当然这也只是说说罢了。 重蹈覆辙是必然的。

上学

魔头君已经喜欢上学了。 老妈说她早上，时间还没到就会嚷着：＂要走了！＂ 真的是太好了。 想不到最快适应的竟然是她。

想象力

魔头杉的惊人想象力。 ＂我可以拿妈妈的盘盘吗？＂ ＂盘盘＂指的竟然是胸罩。 哈哈。真有趣的联想。

Still sick

Still not very well. Like very heaty cough. Think need a few more days before will reach the normal cough stage. And after that the 100 days cough. Still a long way before i can be totally well again.

Falling sick

My girls seems like falling sick soon. Esp. My big girl. Really bad week. And i got this headache that even panadol cannot relieve. But energy level still ok. So i dun think its dengue this time. Very sianz

Movie

I intend to bring the monsters for movie this sat. But not sure i will recover in time for the movie. They will be very disappointed if they din get to go. Need to collect san san spectacles on saturday also. She have to start wearing it everyday.

My daring june

My mum say the playgroup teacher told her that june ate the bread my mum packed for her in lunchbox at teabreak time. After she finish her bread, she didnt eat enough, and she go and take from other children lunchbox. Faint.she is so daring. What makes her think that the other children will share their food. Or maybe she think they eat too slow, she help them eat can faster finish.haha.so my mum will pack more bread for her, if not she keep snatching from other kids.

Fever

Yesterday night had fever, 39 degree. I ate chinese medicine at 10 pm. And go to sleep. But feeling so uncomfortable and sick that i cannot sleep. At 12 am, i ate one panadol. And after a while, manage to sleep and fever gone down. Sweating for the whole night. This morning wake up, feeling much better. I know i will have to recount my 100 days cough starting from day 1 again. Because once this virus gone, the cough will follow, and its going to be another three months. I think i must be living in a old age body, always so weak and sick.

感冒

好像要感冒了。最近总是病不好。 不然就是好了又病。 昨夜睡觉之前就觉得喉咙怪怪， 凌晨起身觉得鼻子也怪怪， 就喝了一杯感冒茶。 现在感觉有好一点儿。 但是还是找中医看看。 每次药吃完没几天就要生病。 看来我的免疫能力是越来越不行。

June progress

My little june did not cry going playgroup. Thats quite fast. My mum say monday she didnt cry already. She walk in by herself. The only thing she still refuse to do is open her mouth for teacher to check. She is ok with checking hands and feet, but just dont want to open mouth. But she adapt to the class faster than i thought. A good sign.

又是心情不好

有时候就会这样。 总有一些事情看似不重要， 却是很在意的。 对别人来说是小事， 但对自己来说是大事。 小事往往是风暴的导火线。 有时候别人的一句无心之言， 听起来却刺耳得很。 心情不好的时候，这种感觉最强烈。

新戏

昨天看了第一集的「原来爱就是甜蜜」。 很喜欢。 好看。

Music course

My san san is going to start her yamaha lesson jmc course tomorrow. At clementi branch. Her lesson at 9am, and leng leng one at 10am. So got to wake up early and go. Hopefully they will be able to wake up early tomorrow.

Bb news

Zhen had given birth on 4 july night. A bb boy. 3.37kg. Very happy for her. After such a long wait, she finally got her first bb. She has been married for such a long time already. And also kenneth has his bb boy a week ago. Preterm bb at 7 mth. Still waiting for bb to put on enough weight to go home. A year of bbs. Maybe because its dragon year? And all the people i know giving birth this year, have bb boys. Its a dragon boy year. Next coming up will be ah lian. 4 more mths to go before her bb will arrived. Very happy for all of my friends.

Short sighted

Today i bring my san san for eye review at kkh. And confirm need to wear glasses. One eye 175, another 400. Quite bad. This saturday, i will bring her to make glasses. She seems to be very proud of herself. And she already decide what color and what design she want. She dun feel like she is odd one out in class. I remember when leng leng first started wearing, We had to do alot of good talk to her. San san super big ego. She is feeling like she is starting a new trend in class. And very proud about it. Even the new art class she went, the teacher say she is very steady, considering the youngest in class.

太乱

世界太乱。 但是往往乱中有序。 却不是每个人都能接受乱中的秩序。

June first day of sch

Yesterday was my smallest girl first day in playgroup. We sent her to the playgroup. We refer to me, my hubby, my mum, my big girl, and my sansan. So many people sent her to school. She cry inside the room. But this week we only trying out, so everyday only one hour. Next week onwards then two hours. This morning, i phone my mum, june didnt go playgroup as it is raining. I told my mum not to sent her to the class when raining coz its not convenient. Need to take umbrella and carry and take things etc. need to cross road. So i say when it rains, just stay home, no need go. Safety is most important. I dont want my mum to be so tired also. Anyway the playgroup only go there play, sing song, so dont go also not much difference one.

Skimmed milk

Recently i discover i like the taste of skimmed milk. And now i am stuck with greenfields skimmed milk. I dun like the strong smell of milk. Last time used to drink meiji milk, after that drink any brand that is low fat hugh calcium, after that i got sick of it. And ever since i drank the skimmed milk, I found that i actually like this kind of taste. Very mild and light. So now it has become my habit to drink this brand of milk and the skimmed one. I need to replenish calcium, And i think i need to build up my lungs too. Everytime i get the 100 days cough, Really need 100 days to recover. And this time round, until now i have already spent about 200 bucks on my cough, seeing chinese doctor. On way to recovery, but still not fully recovered. And medicine finished also. So i am keeping watch, see if it will come back again when i not eating any medicine.

原谅

到了某个年龄， 就不太计较过去的事情。 比较能够原谅别人。 因为觉得自己在人生的某个阶段， 也曾经犯下类似的错误。 所以原谅合理化。 也可能觉得人生没有多少个几十年可以用来记恨。 也就算了。反正也没什么意义。 如果事事都在意， 辛苦的是自己，不是吗？ 原谅不是为了让对方更好过， 而是让自己更好过。 记恨只是一种变相的记住对方的方式， 所以原谅才是忘记过去最好的方法。

果断

发觉自己是个很果断的人。 因为这样，很多时候很受不了别人的不果断。 明明就是一件这么容易做决定的事，怎么弄得这么复杂。 为什么总要听一百个人的意见，然后才做决定。 明知道这一百个人里面一定有不同意见， 因为每个人的际遇不同， 所以只会越听越没有主意。 我就不喜欢问别人意见， 要问也不会超过三个人。 很多时候就是一股冲动， 就决定了，就行动了。 也许成功，或许失败。 但是没什么大不了， 要重来就重来， 反正自己负责到底就是了。 不要听了一百个人的意见后， 又做错了决定。然后抱怨别人。 自己的生活自己负责吧。 我决定就决定， 不需要太长时间。 而且非常不喜欢随时改变立场。 坚持到底，除非中途有所领悟， 绝不会是因为听了一百个人中的某个人的话而改变主意。 所以我是个很难说服的人。 也是个就算相信某样事物，也不会是迷信的程度。 是因为太相信自己了吗？ 有些事我坚信我做不到，没有人能说服我去完成。 有些事我坚信我做不到，但我愿意尝试去完成。 有些事我坚信我做不到，不用试也知道不可能。 而我相信自己能做到的事，通常一定能做到。