another sweater done

Completed another 100% wool sweater. Next projects coming up will be knitting hats. And at the same time source for a nice pattern for my mum's sweater and will start to knit that also. After that will be gloves.

Alot of knitting to do, but I enjoy it!

 

I passed my driving test

Today raining, so I thought, so suay.....but becoz of the rain, I think the tester more lenient, and despite the many mistakes I made, I manage to pass. Maybe he is in good mood today. My lane change is horrible. nearly crashed into the truck beside my lane. alot of lane changing mistakes. And I din stop at one of the stop line in circuit. Can fail immediately, but he din put that into the counting of points.

Lucky day for me. the 's' course and crank course all nicely go thro one time. Parking also no need any corrections, if not i will be in trouble, coz I din really know how to correct the parkings. And best part of raining is I can do all the parking slowly and can reduce speed when driving and the tester din test on the ramp becoz of the rain. So saved me in a way.

I think I can drive, provided I do not have to lane change.

btw, today while waiting for the bus to go driving centre, I saw Billy and Dominic at bukit gombak mrt station. Billy just finish lesson, and dominic going for lesson. When I saw Billy, a few names suddenly appear, then finally one name enter my brain..haha...And I got it right. So many years liao, he is so different from the Billy in class. When I thought of Billy, "maple story" will appear...haha

hope it will be over soon

I hope friday will be here and will end fast fast. Don't care whether pass or fail, I just want it to be over......:)

缅怀

我很喜欢聚会.
因为每一次聚会仿佛让自己回到过去,那段自己曾经很年少的岁月......
在The Tea Party聚会,竟遇到我去年和前年教的学生.她今年中三,在那里打工.

想到自己也曾经在中三的时候打工.从中学到初院到大学,有很多时候我都在打工.
不是因为经济方面的问题,当时我确实很享受这样的经验.想要接触不同的人,体验不同的事.
回想自己打过的工......分发传单...电子场女工...书记...会计助理...打字员...
那些年遇到的人或和自己一起打工的朋友,有很多都没什么联络了.但是那段大家互相扶持,一起走过的路,现在都是很美好的回忆.

我很向往细水长流的友情,应该说是所有的感情都希望可以是这样.
觉得自己真的就是那种认真到不行又太脚踏实地的人.
我是那种只要投入感情就会坚持到底的人.所以一谈恋爱,就希望终点是结婚.一决定结婚就知道自己百分百不会变心.根本没有"可能","或许","如果"......反正变心的不会是自己就对了.
就是那么奇怪,我根本不会犹豫些什么.有时候觉得自己"冷"静到很可怕的境界.

虽然很向往浪漫,但却又不懂得浪漫,因为太实际了,浪漫不起来.
因为一个在错误的时间出现的错误的人,让我现在拥有了属于自己的幸福.
因为他的出现和离开,让我有所领悟,终于了解自己要的是什么.
因为这样才让我在后来遇见真正的幸福.也因为这样才没有早婚,才让我避掉了"命中注定"的一些不太好的事.

聚会之后,还有一段小插曲...
"言者无意,听者有心"...
发了一个晚上的简讯,手机都差点没电,自己也快抓狂...
怎么会为这样的小事费神?一点意义也没有...
可能性格差距越来越大,越来越不能了解小女人的心理.
很简单的话,也可能被解读成......
这样做人太辛苦了.为什么不能敞开胸怀,眼前原本就是海阔天空嘛!

我做事情从来就不需要得到全世界的认同,干嘛要所有人认同,有什么意思?
自己觉得对,想做就去做.自己相信就好了,自己有信心最重要.当然决心也是不可少的.
我不需要大家眼中的"好情人",我只要最适合自己的人.
他未必是最好,甚至不是"好"的,但是是最适合自己的生活方式的人.
这样说,你明白吗?
其实我也不需要你明白...反正要说的,该说的,我能说的,也全说尽了.

十万个为什么

她才31岁,这么年轻,这么年轻就离开了......
和她不熟,但知道她是谁,知道她的名字.毕竟中学和初院都同校.
不久前还在脸簿看见她的结婚照片.那张洋溢着幸福和快乐的脸,还不时浮现脑海.
才几个月的时间,为什么一切都变了?

在昨天的聚会得知从诊断患癌到离世,只不过短短的五个星期.
为什么这么快?才新婚不久,在最幸福的时候为什么就......

是命吗?是运吗?
有时候我在想是不是就该及时行乐?
想做的事是不是不该再等了,想要做的就去完成......
明天可以是咫尺,但也可能是天涯.

谬思

大魔头常常自言自语.有时候也会和紫色恐龙说很多话,模仿大人说话的语气.
她最常自问:"可以吗?"
然后自答:"不可以啊?"
然后一副很沮丧的表情说:"不可以啊,girl girl要哭了."


昨天她在车上的时候心情不好,为了分散她的注意力,不让她有机会发作,我就和她对话.
和她聊早上的事.夸奖她懂得使用马桶大便.
为了拖延时间,就一直说:"leng leng今天很乖,有用马桶大便,等一下去ah ma家,你跟舅舅讲你有用马桶大便,舅舅就会给你pocky吃."(重复几遍)
结果她竟冒出一句:"不要再说了!"

driving test next friday

next friday will be my driving test. And i have taken about 40 lessons for auto car. And until now still cannot do corrections for my parking...i think i'm doom. If I dun park nicely one time, then the tester got to tell me how to get it right...hahaha.....really not talented in this area....... I rather knit 10 sweaters than to learn driving.

sweater is done

I finished knitting one sweater. Now working on another. halfway through:)
 
 
 

fun at playground

 
 
 
 

偶像剧的魅力

今天为一位小一女生补习.不是中一OK,是小学一年级!
练习纸上有一个题目,需要她把两个汉字连接起来,成为一个词语.
她问我"具"怎么读.我说那是"玩具"的"具".

她突然双眼发光,兴奋地大声说:"具俊表!"一副恍然大悟的样子.
天啊!现在的小孩心中怎么没有玩具了,只有具俊表.
再过个三五年,她还会记得"具俊表"是什么东西吗?哈哈.

想当年,我是在念大学的时候才开始看偶像剧的.
现在的学生真是"进化"得特别快.

hokkien song

my big girl learned hokkien songs from listening to Ah Gong's vcd. Every weekend listen, so she picks up from there. You know which are the songs she sings?

梦话

我的大女儿晚上睡觉时会说梦话.
前晚她睡到凌晨不知几点,突然大喊:"我不要小便!我不要小便,我不要小便!妈妈我不要小便!"
(奇怪,莫非我给她太大的压力了?但是她原本就已经会到马桶小便了,应该是大便的问题吧?可能她说错了.)

之后,她又说梦话:"爸爸来!爸爸来!"(大喊几声)

我看她眼睛都没睁开,只是在那里说梦话,样子非常滑稽.

thank you for entertaining me

Thank you to Persis and Janice jiejies for entertaining me. I like my BARNEY balloon and the painting session.

 
 

outing with jiejies

girl girl outing with Persis and Janice jiejies.

 
 
 
 

quiet corner in wisma

 
 
 
 

hug hug