最近重温一些之前没有仔细听的歌曲。
很喜欢这首《她说》。林俊杰的歌。
蛮喜欢这首歌的MV。
但词和曲作比较，我还是喜欢这首歌的曲。
歌名也有很大的想象空间。
其实《她说》还可以有很多的不同故事。
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Saturday, July 30, 2011
fruits and jelly
These few days, I suddenly have an interest in fruits. So do some research on the different kinds of fruits and their good points. Last time i used to make jellies. But the interest went off. Now the interest came back again. I will be trying out some healthy jelly reciepe. See if I can come up with something decent. Without sugar and colouring. And purely used only fresh squeeze fruits juice, fruits.
And maybe can make some with wine. Hope I will have some success in this. Will explore next week,and if I manage to make, will post pictures here:)
And maybe can make some with wine. Hope I will have some success in this. Will explore next week,and if I manage to make, will post pictures here:)
san san classes
san san will be going for yamaha class in oct. music wonderland. found an ok timing. on sat evening. The clementi branch has no good timings. So we will go to the jurong west branch for san san. MY weekends are going to be more packed with more activites.
Friday, July 29, 2011
names
我给魔头们取了很多小名。
小魔头/魔头杉/小魔头杉/大魔头/伶伶/杉杉/阿伶/阿杉/叶小杉/大伶/魔魔/宝贝伶/宝贝杉
生气的时候，就干脆叫yip yee leng!
到现在魔头杉还是很难搞，一天要闹上好几次，弄得我精疲力尽。
只有大魔头和最小的小君很合作。
特别喜欢带小君出门。因为她不会像她二姐那样。
她真是天生开心果，最喜欢笑，容易满足。
我记得魔头杉从小就喜欢皱眉头。小时候的样子很凶。
到现在还是没变，只是心情好的时候会露出可爱表情。拍照时表情多也最上镜。
但私下，她还是魔头的样子。
看照片是看不出来的。
小魔头/魔头杉/小魔头杉/大魔头/伶伶/杉杉/阿伶/阿杉/叶小杉/大伶/魔魔/宝贝伶/宝贝杉
生气的时候，就干脆叫yip yee leng!
到现在魔头杉还是很难搞，一天要闹上好几次，弄得我精疲力尽。
只有大魔头和最小的小君很合作。
特别喜欢带小君出门。因为她不会像她二姐那样。
她真是天生开心果，最喜欢笑，容易满足。
我记得魔头杉从小就喜欢皱眉头。小时候的样子很凶。
到现在还是没变，只是心情好的时候会露出可爱表情。拍照时表情多也最上镜。
但私下，她还是魔头的样子。
看照片是看不出来的。
失落
今天早上看完了最后一集的<城市猎人>。
不太喜欢这样的结局。
也许社会上真的不能没有“城市猎人”，
但是用法律维持的正义又算什么？
要有多少个城市猎人才能维持法律办不到的事？
这样就真的够了吗？
尽管结局并不是我希望的那种圆满，但是整体来说，
这部片子还是我到目前为止，看过的，最精彩的一部。
下个星期开始，不用再追看了。
另一种失落。
不太喜欢这样的结局。
也许社会上真的不能没有“城市猎人”，
但是用法律维持的正义又算什么？
要有多少个城市猎人才能维持法律办不到的事？
这样就真的够了吗？
尽管结局并不是我希望的那种圆满，但是整体来说，
这部片子还是我到目前为止，看过的，最精彩的一部。
下个星期开始，不用再追看了。
另一种失落。
Thursday, July 28, 2011
猎人19
今天早上看了《城市猎人》第19集。
很精彩。
不知道那个检察官是不是死了？
希望不是。
虽然并不是很喜欢那个检察官，但是如果真的得死掉一个，
还是会选择牺牲城市猎人。
为什么？
因为整个国家靠一个城市猎人是不行的。
他又不能无所不在，也不能活一辈子。
社会上各个阶层的人都能帮到吗？
很难吧。
但是法律比较能够照顾到大多数的人。
当然法律也不是绝对公平的，但是它却还是能做到相对的公平。
检察官若是死了，感觉像维护法纪的代表人物死了，
那还有什么法纪可言？
所以希望他能够活着，
这样法律才会有希望。
贪污腐败的人太多，
需要更多能够单纯清廉地维护法律的人。
当然更希望是较完美的结局。
如果可以，最好两个都别死。
到最后有情人终成眷属，不是很好吗？
很精彩。
不知道那个检察官是不是死了？
希望不是。
虽然并不是很喜欢那个检察官，但是如果真的得死掉一个，
还是会选择牺牲城市猎人。
为什么？
因为整个国家靠一个城市猎人是不行的。
他又不能无所不在，也不能活一辈子。
社会上各个阶层的人都能帮到吗？
很难吧。
但是法律比较能够照顾到大多数的人。
当然法律也不是绝对公平的，但是它却还是能做到相对的公平。
检察官若是死了，感觉像维护法纪的代表人物死了，
那还有什么法纪可言？
所以希望他能够活着，
这样法律才会有希望。
贪污腐败的人太多，
需要更多能够单纯清廉地维护法律的人。
当然更希望是较完美的结局。
如果可以，最好两个都别死。
到最后有情人终成眷属，不是很好吗？
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
好的事情
因为<醉后>注意到这首歌曲.
因为这首歌曲,注意到演唱者.
很特别的名字,严爵。是本名吗？？
看起来蛮有才华的一个人。
样子也ok，有拍偶像剧的潜力。
看了他上的几个台湾综艺节目，
腼腆的感觉。
或许创作歌手的角色更适合他。
未来的日子里，应该会更成功吧？
因为这首歌曲,注意到演唱者.
很特别的名字,严爵。是本名吗？？
看起来蛮有才华的一个人。
样子也ok，有拍偶像剧的潜力。
看了他上的几个台湾综艺节目，
腼腆的感觉。
或许创作歌手的角色更适合他。
未来的日子里，应该会更成功吧？
Monday, July 25, 2011
headache
headache again. normal kind of headache. Hopefully tomolo morning it will clear off by itself.
醉后第15集
刚看完<醉后决定爱上你>第15集.
感觉没有那么好看了.好像在拖戏.差不多可以结束了吧.
不喜欢小鬼在里面的造型,尤其是发型,非常滑稽.
那个发型真的很碍眼.
好像<美乐加油>里王心凌的水豆疤,
真的很明显,总是刻在脑海里,挥不去的画面.
感觉没有那么好看了.好像在拖戏.差不多可以结束了吧.
不喜欢小鬼在里面的造型,尤其是发型,非常滑稽.
那个发型真的很碍眼.
好像<美乐加油>里王心凌的水豆疤,
真的很明显,总是刻在脑海里,挥不去的画面.
carnival
saturday we brought the kids to the prudential carnival. And they enjoyed themselves. Free candy floss, food, balloons, pop corn....but of coz need to queue up.
badminton session
yesterday evening, had a badminton session with bro and hubby. my first excerse after so many years. My last badminton session was with my students Janice and mary. that was many years back already. Thought my bones will ache very badly today, but they didn't. strange. Still can get out of bed and still can do marking. I remember there was once, i forgot what sports i played, and i end up with very aching legs and hands, and could not even hold a pen. trembling hands. but today the aching part is very mild.
yesterday's session was at the cc near my mum house. My hubby usually go for badminton playing twice a week with friends. I dont join his sessions. only yesterday timing ok and can bring the kids to watch. And they were real good cheer leaders..
yesterday's session was at the cc near my mum house. My hubby usually go for badminton playing twice a week with friends. I dont join his sessions. only yesterday timing ok and can bring the kids to watch. And they were real good cheer leaders..
Friday, July 22, 2011
eye review
My girl's lazy eyes problem was cured. Now she only need to patch eye 1 hr per day for 4 mths, then totally no need to patch already. But of coz still have to wear spectacles, but the lazy eye problem no more and the degree stablize.
city hunter
第18集,精彩!
还有两集就播完了,好快!
如果现实生活中也有这样的"城市猎人"那该多好!
有时候觉得戏里的那个检察官挺无聊的.
放着该做的事不做,总是追着城市猎人干嘛.
应该捉的人是谁都搞不清楚.
做事好像都没有轻重之分.
希望这部戏能有个大团圆结局.
不想看到最后留下的是一个缺口.
还有两集就播完了,好快!
如果现实生活中也有这样的"城市猎人"那该多好!
有时候觉得戏里的那个检察官挺无聊的.
放着该做的事不做,总是追着城市猎人干嘛.
应该捉的人是谁都搞不清楚.
做事好像都没有轻重之分.
希望这部戏能有个大团圆结局.
不想看到最后留下的是一个缺口.
Thursday, July 21, 2011
some things that I want to do
Wanted to sing KTV or rather go KTV and watch MV and listen to songs.
Wanted to go Musicdreamer to drink tea and listen to live singing. And I missed that day Ding Hua say she is singing. I can't go as nobody looks after the kids. Hubby is studying MBA these 2 weeks. I have not gone down there for years. Really!
Wanted to go paulaner brauhaus to drink beer. I love the beer there. have not been there for so long...when was the last time I went? I can't remember. Anyway have not been there for years also. I have been so busy with kids these few years, and whenever I got pregnant, I couldnt touch any alcoholic drinks. So I have not gone there for years I think.
And all of the above, I could have easily done. But other than KTV, the other 2 places are not opened in the day when I am most free. And night time, I need to look after the kids. And who on earth go drink beer ownself and left kids at home?haha....
I must be mad. But for musicdreamer, I think I am still able to go down on a weekday night. I dun like weekends as it will be very crowded. Just one weekday nite, I still can ask hubby to bb sit the girls. Maybe I find one day dinghua is singing then I go down.
Wanted to go Musicdreamer to drink tea and listen to live singing. And I missed that day Ding Hua say she is singing. I can't go as nobody looks after the kids. Hubby is studying MBA these 2 weeks. I have not gone down there for years. Really!
Wanted to go paulaner brauhaus to drink beer. I love the beer there. have not been there for so long...when was the last time I went? I can't remember. Anyway have not been there for years also. I have been so busy with kids these few years, and whenever I got pregnant, I couldnt touch any alcoholic drinks. So I have not gone there for years I think.
And all of the above, I could have easily done. But other than KTV, the other 2 places are not opened in the day when I am most free. And night time, I need to look after the kids. And who on earth go drink beer ownself and left kids at home?haha....
I must be mad. But for musicdreamer, I think I am still able to go down on a weekday night. I dun like weekends as it will be very crowded. Just one weekday nite, I still can ask hubby to bb sit the girls. Maybe I find one day dinghua is singing then I go down.
counting down
Counting down to my big girl's birthday.
The 2 girls are doing this counting down everyday.
I told them if they are well behaved, I will get them some new dough dough for their dough play session. And also a waffle and ice cream making set.
And they know I will be ordering the agar agar cake for the celebration at childcare on the actual day 17 august. And I have also bought souveniers for all the kids in big girl's class. Bought about 23 puzzles. I don't like to buy sweets and chocolate stuffs. Prefer to buy stationery or little games which the kids can keep or use.
Dun like them to eat too many sweets.becoz of this, they find sweets something rare and can easily motivate them to do things using sweets.
The 2 girls are doing this counting down everyday.
I told them if they are well behaved, I will get them some new dough dough for their dough play session. And also a waffle and ice cream making set.
And they know I will be ordering the agar agar cake for the celebration at childcare on the actual day 17 august. And I have also bought souveniers for all the kids in big girl's class. Bought about 23 puzzles. I don't like to buy sweets and chocolate stuffs. Prefer to buy stationery or little games which the kids can keep or use.
Dun like them to eat too many sweets.becoz of this, they find sweets something rare and can easily motivate them to do things using sweets.
KKH eye review
Tomorrow afternoon, I will be bringing my girl to her eye review session at KKH. Hopefully there will be improvement on her eye condition.
irriating people
What i hate most now, when I walk pass yishun interchange to take bus. There is this group of insurance people from GE who are damn irritating. Asking to do survey, and honestly I did that c2pid survey b4 already. And they dun seems to believe. Nevermind, and I always just ignore and walk quickly. Today the lady still quite ok, after exchanging a few sentences, she walk off. Yesterday there was this very tall big guy and the worse insurance agent I have ever met. As usual I just walk quickly and said I done that c2pid survey, and he still persist on, and use his finger poke my shoulder twice to catch my attention.I want to slap his face and but of coz he is too bloody tall. And I didn't even manage to scold him that F word. I was just blood boiling angry. I tell myself if I see him again today and I didn't scold him, then I change my surname! And today dun know luckily for him or for me, he wasn't there.
I am super irritable these days. So better dun provoke me. Any small small thing can make me behave in an unpredictable manner. And I think people will be surprise. What kind of things I will do when I get mad. And when I start cursing people, it will probably takes a long time for me to stop cursing. So dun make me do that.
I am super irritable these days. So better dun provoke me. Any small small thing can make me behave in an unpredictable manner. And I think people will be surprise. What kind of things I will do when I get mad. And when I start cursing people, it will probably takes a long time for me to stop cursing. So dun make me do that.
猎人17
刚看了<城市猎人>第17集。
下午的天气闷热，真想开冷气睡大觉。
最近都睡得很迟，但不是在做什么有建设性的事。
只是花点时间上网听听一些以前错过的歌曲。
有些MV真的还不错，之前都没什么留意，原来错过了很多。
重温的感觉也挺不错的。
我把那些歌名记下来，过些时候还可以找来听。
不知道是偶像剧让某些歌曲红了，
还是没有偶像剧这些歌曲也会一样红？
是听久了变得理所当然的好听？还是原本就好听？
有时候听这些歌曲，脑海闪过的却是偶像剧的画面。
下午的天气闷热，真想开冷气睡大觉。
最近都睡得很迟，但不是在做什么有建设性的事。
只是花点时间上网听听一些以前错过的歌曲。
有些MV真的还不错，之前都没什么留意，原来错过了很多。
重温的感觉也挺不错的。
我把那些歌名记下来，过些时候还可以找来听。
不知道是偶像剧让某些歌曲红了，
还是没有偶像剧这些歌曲也会一样红？
是听久了变得理所当然的好听？还是原本就好听？
有时候听这些歌曲，脑海闪过的却是偶像剧的画面。
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
岁月
在巴士上，看到三位中学生。
感觉怪怪的。
三个人之间有种暧昧关系。
隔开好几排座位，
但还是能嗅到空气中那股年少轻狂的味道。
连那女生手上拿的手机都反射着流逝的岁月。
那么遥远的年少。
原来那种暧昧关系是那样的年纪才会发生的。
从旁观者的角度看，
看到的是岁月交错流逝的痕迹。
很熟悉的画面，一而再，再而三转眼，
就是几十年的流逝。
岁月。
哪里没有它的痕迹？
哪里都是它的痕迹。
感觉怪怪的。
三个人之间有种暧昧关系。
隔开好几排座位，
但还是能嗅到空气中那股年少轻狂的味道。
连那女生手上拿的手机都反射着流逝的岁月。
那么遥远的年少。
原来那种暧昧关系是那样的年纪才会发生的。
从旁观者的角度看，
看到的是岁月交错流逝的痕迹。
很熟悉的画面，一而再，再而三转眼，
就是几十年的流逝。
岁月。
哪里没有它的痕迹？
哪里都是它的痕迹。
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Monday, July 18, 2011
outing with JUne
My morning tuition for tomorrow is canx last minute. And I can go out with mum and June. June will be very happy. She loves to go out to play.
headache again
sunday afternoon started to have headache.
ate panadol. night time still headache. ate another panadol. This morning still headache, ate another panadol. And the headache went off at about noon time. Now perfectly ok. I think my be my hormones problems. My menses is overdue again, And I can forsee problem brewing. Everytime it is overdue and came later, it is massive and I always have to forced myself to wake up in the middle of the night to clear the mess. Irritating. And now its more than 35 days already. Still waiting. Super irritated these few days. So this is what people call the PMS.
ate panadol. night time still headache. ate another panadol. This morning still headache, ate another panadol. And the headache went off at about noon time. Now perfectly ok. I think my be my hormones problems. My menses is overdue again, And I can forsee problem brewing. Everytime it is overdue and came later, it is massive and I always have to forced myself to wake up in the middle of the night to clear the mess. Irritating. And now its more than 35 days already. Still waiting. Super irritated these few days. So this is what people call the PMS.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
june at coming 13mths
June can call my brother. "jiu jiu".
And can call sisters "jie jie".
The rest still cannot yet. But its a good improvement.
She got 4 teeth now.
And can call sisters "jie jie".
The rest still cannot yet. But its a good improvement.
She got 4 teeth now.
Saturday, July 16, 2011
transport fare up?
when the service is kns, and you still want to up the price?
now? at this time? when the shits are not clear yet?
do a better job b4 up prices.
When I have to wait 20 mins at bus stop in the morning without a feeder bus for 3 consecutive mondays. the feeling sucks. And the whole bus stop from few people to exploded with people. And when the bus came, 5 feeder buses came together. wth.
Its not one time or once in 50 years time. Its almost everyday at 8.15am. If I go out later at 8.45am, i am safe. But if I go out at 8.15am and want to catch a bus, I need to wait till 8.35-8.40am, and makes me freaking late for tuition.
And the peak hours MRT station KNS also.
import and import more people in, and see who die first.
They are faster, better, cheaper.
But we singaporeans die faster.
when we complain about transport services, they will say.....you look at XXX countries, we must be contented with what we have, our lives are good etc....
But why we don't compare with YYY countries? Why must always compare with the worse ones? why cannot compare with better ones. Like that how to improve ourselves?
Why always so defensive?
Got imperfection, make it perfect. Cannot make it perfect then make it better.
Do a good job first. If you want to up prices, by all means. But clear your shit first.
Take a public transport yourself during peak hours and see the problem.
Hate this.
And now whenever I go out, the voices at my back makes me feels that I am in a foreign country, its either a part of china or I am in India.
When did this happen?
Where did all my singaporean friends gone to?
now? at this time? when the shits are not clear yet?
do a better job b4 up prices.
When I have to wait 20 mins at bus stop in the morning without a feeder bus for 3 consecutive mondays. the feeling sucks. And the whole bus stop from few people to exploded with people. And when the bus came, 5 feeder buses came together. wth.
Its not one time or once in 50 years time. Its almost everyday at 8.15am. If I go out later at 8.45am, i am safe. But if I go out at 8.15am and want to catch a bus, I need to wait till 8.35-8.40am, and makes me freaking late for tuition.
And the peak hours MRT station KNS also.
import and import more people in, and see who die first.
They are faster, better, cheaper.
But we singaporeans die faster.
when we complain about transport services, they will say.....you look at XXX countries, we must be contented with what we have, our lives are good etc....
But why we don't compare with YYY countries? Why must always compare with the worse ones? why cannot compare with better ones. Like that how to improve ourselves?
Why always so defensive?
Got imperfection, make it perfect. Cannot make it perfect then make it better.
Do a good job first. If you want to up prices, by all means. But clear your shit first.
Take a public transport yourself during peak hours and see the problem.
Hate this.
And now whenever I go out, the voices at my back makes me feels that I am in a foreign country, its either a part of china or I am in India.
When did this happen?
Where did all my singaporean friends gone to?
Friday, July 15, 2011
城市猎人
看完第16集。
感觉男主角的身世好像比想象中复杂。
两个人都不吃豆子，应该是为接下来的故事发展提供的线索吧。
还是很精彩。
原本打算看《阳光天使》，但是看第一集就不喜欢。
很假的感觉。
虽然很喜欢杨丞林，但是真的不喜欢里面那样的角色，连说话都怪怪的。
不看也剩下不少时间。
但是还蛮想看吴尊演的戏。
感觉每次都是酷酷的那种。
但这一次还是不看了。
感觉男主角的身世好像比想象中复杂。
两个人都不吃豆子，应该是为接下来的故事发展提供的线索吧。
还是很精彩。
原本打算看《阳光天使》，但是看第一集就不喜欢。
很假的感觉。
虽然很喜欢杨丞林，但是真的不喜欢里面那样的角色，连说话都怪怪的。
不看也剩下不少时间。
但是还蛮想看吴尊演的戏。
感觉每次都是酷酷的那种。
但这一次还是不看了。
Thursday, July 14, 2011
outing with june
Today brought my mum and JUne to clementi mall.
JUne was very happy.
Had lunch at a japanese resturant which reminds me of a place in Japan which we ate very nice pork cutlet. The appearance of the dishes is the same and taste very crispy also. But the meat itself is not good. Quite hard. Not the kind of soft and easy to chew type, so overall it is still not the same as the one we ate in japan.
Next free day I shall bring them to Jurong point. Weekday morning to noon time, jurong point also not many people. As long as b4 the sec schools students release from school.
JUne was very happy.
Had lunch at a japanese resturant which reminds me of a place in Japan which we ate very nice pork cutlet. The appearance of the dishes is the same and taste very crispy also. But the meat itself is not good. Quite hard. Not the kind of soft and easy to chew type, so overall it is still not the same as the one we ate in japan.
Next free day I shall bring them to Jurong point. Weekday morning to noon time, jurong point also not many people. As long as b4 the sec schools students release from school.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
thursday
This thursday I am free. Can bring my mum and June out to play. Where should we go on thursday?
head lice
This morning when I took bus to go for tuition. I was standing near to the door. Just next to the seat of a sec sch malay girl. She was sitting down. And I noticed alot of white stuff on her hair, so I keep looking at her hair. And then I saw a head lice crawling on a strand of her hair. Felt so sick after I saw that.
I never pid so much attention to people's hair until lately, when my girls got this head lice thing from the childcare centre. Infected by other kids. And several of the kids in the centre got it. So I had a hard time catching head lices. Activated my whole family to catch. Spent every amount of my free time to search their hair. And of coz I bought the anti head lice shampoo from pharmacy and also the head lice comb, which works like miracle.
After combing, the head lices just come off together with the comb and I killed them.
Sound gross, but thats the dirty job a mother have to do. Ever since then, I am so paranoid with this head lice thing. And now its is a habit of mine to comb my girls' hair twice in a day, b4 they go to sch and at night b4 they sleep. Using the head lice comb. I make sure they go to school clean and dun infect others. But are the rest of the parents doing the same too? I doubt so. So i just keep my fingers crossed and hope they will not get infected by others.
And now whenever i go, I tend to look very detail into people's hair. esp on bus. I think i am an expert in head lice problem. And i get irritated when I see people who dun practise basic hygenie.
Its not wrong not to be pretty, nothing wrong with having untidy and unmanageable hair, nothing wrong with looking terrible everyday. but at least have to maintain and keep clean. The very basic is clean. And to me, clean is good enough. I used to have very terrible hair in my sec sch and jc days. But at least I keep my hair clean lor. And dun go around infect others with head lice. but of coz with messy hair i dun look good, but people can choose not to look at me, so I am not actually causing damage to them. Dun have to be pretty to please others, but have to be clean and not cause inconvenience to others.
I never pid so much attention to people's hair until lately, when my girls got this head lice thing from the childcare centre. Infected by other kids. And several of the kids in the centre got it. So I had a hard time catching head lices. Activated my whole family to catch. Spent every amount of my free time to search their hair. And of coz I bought the anti head lice shampoo from pharmacy and also the head lice comb, which works like miracle.
After combing, the head lices just come off together with the comb and I killed them.
Sound gross, but thats the dirty job a mother have to do. Ever since then, I am so paranoid with this head lice thing. And now its is a habit of mine to comb my girls' hair twice in a day, b4 they go to sch and at night b4 they sleep. Using the head lice comb. I make sure they go to school clean and dun infect others. But are the rest of the parents doing the same too? I doubt so. So i just keep my fingers crossed and hope they will not get infected by others.
And now whenever i go, I tend to look very detail into people's hair. esp on bus. I think i am an expert in head lice problem. And i get irritated when I see people who dun practise basic hygenie.
Its not wrong not to be pretty, nothing wrong with having untidy and unmanageable hair, nothing wrong with looking terrible everyday. but at least have to maintain and keep clean. The very basic is clean. And to me, clean is good enough. I used to have very terrible hair in my sec sch and jc days. But at least I keep my hair clean lor. And dun go around infect others with head lice. but of coz with messy hair i dun look good, but people can choose not to look at me, so I am not actually causing damage to them. Dun have to be pretty to please others, but have to be clean and not cause inconvenience to others.
Monday, July 11, 2011
Can I have more PV work?
I'm bored.
These 2 weeks.
can I have more PV work? Why the pri sch havent phone me to go for PV sessions.
I need to clock more hours and I am bored.
sianz
These 2 weeks.
can I have more PV work? Why the pri sch havent phone me to go for PV sessions.
I need to clock more hours and I am bored.
sianz
学琴
每一次叫女儿练琴，看她练琴，都有想吐血的感觉。
如果不是我自己看不懂，学不会，我就可以指导她。
现在反而要她靠自己，我只能在一旁说：“你要自己记得，妈妈不会。”
但是她犯错的时候，我还是知道的。我只是没有办法弹。而且也不知道哪根手指按哪个琴键。
就算知道，也没办法记住。
总是得从第一个琴键算起。
女儿现在刚接触左右手并弹的曲子。
很简单的儿童曲子，左手只需要弹一个琴键，但是就是没有办法和右手的那个琴键一起弹。
最糟的是她很不专心。
除了琴键，她脑子里想的恐怕还有墙上的壁虎和地上的头发。
家里什么地方有了什么变化，她一眼便能看出，
但是说到做事，谈不上半点专心。
有时侯，我是憋了一肚子火，
只是想吼她。
尤其是问无聊问题的时候。
连用脚指头想都知道的答案还要问，
有够欠扁。
最近对她们大声说话的次数越来越多，
但是她们还是不怕我，虽然我觉得应该已经很凶了。
或许在她们眼里，我只是一个又在发神经的疯婆子罢了。
大魔头还私下为家里的成员排名。
她说杉是第二凶的。
最凶的是爸爸。
我问她谁排第三，她说是她自己。
我问她那妈妈排在哪里？她说我排第四名。
看来我也只有吐血的份。
如果不是我自己看不懂，学不会，我就可以指导她。
现在反而要她靠自己，我只能在一旁说：“你要自己记得，妈妈不会。”
但是她犯错的时候，我还是知道的。我只是没有办法弹。而且也不知道哪根手指按哪个琴键。
就算知道，也没办法记住。
总是得从第一个琴键算起。
女儿现在刚接触左右手并弹的曲子。
很简单的儿童曲子，左手只需要弹一个琴键，但是就是没有办法和右手的那个琴键一起弹。
最糟的是她很不专心。
除了琴键，她脑子里想的恐怕还有墙上的壁虎和地上的头发。
家里什么地方有了什么变化，她一眼便能看出，
但是说到做事，谈不上半点专心。
有时侯，我是憋了一肚子火，
只是想吼她。
尤其是问无聊问题的时候。
连用脚指头想都知道的答案还要问，
有够欠扁。
最近对她们大声说话的次数越来越多，
但是她们还是不怕我，虽然我觉得应该已经很凶了。
或许在她们眼里，我只是一个又在发神经的疯婆子罢了。
大魔头还私下为家里的成员排名。
她说杉是第二凶的。
最凶的是爸爸。
我问她谁排第三，她说是她自己。
我问她那妈妈排在哪里？她说我排第四名。
看来我也只有吐血的份。
中午电影
这个时候,只有我这种有闲没钱的人才能看中午场电影。
差点儿就真的只为我一个人放映影片。
看了Monte Carlo. 除了满足一下虚荣心，没有什么其它意义。
每一次看电影都有吃爆米花的欲望，但是真的吃的时候，却觉得没劲，吃到最后都想吐的感觉。
但是又总是犯贱，每次都会忘记那种最后想吐的感觉。
最近真的就只是在挥霍时间。
差点儿就真的只为我一个人放映影片。
看了Monte Carlo. 除了满足一下虚荣心，没有什么其它意义。
每一次看电影都有吃爆米花的欲望，但是真的吃的时候，却觉得没劲，吃到最后都想吐的感觉。
但是又总是犯贱，每次都会忘记那种最后想吐的感觉。
最近真的就只是在挥霍时间。
Saturday, July 09, 2011
2 weeks study
My hubby 2 weeks study start again.
He will be very busy with studies and doing assignments.
The monsters will be on a no government state for this 2 weeks.
He will be very busy with studies and doing assignments.
The monsters will be on a no government state for this 2 weeks.
Friday, July 08, 2011
i miss you
我：刚才jiarong说他miss you,你有没有miss 他？
伶：不用miss lah...明天不是可以看到他了吗？
想不到女儿比我还要实际。
看来她以后应该不是那种梦幻型的人。
伶：不用miss lah...明天不是可以看到他了吗？
想不到女儿比我还要实际。
看来她以后应该不是那种梦幻型的人。
Wednesday, July 06, 2011
transformers
Transformers dark of the moon, 很有人性的一部电影。有时候同类也可能道不同。曾经同道，再后来也可能背道而驰。
觉得在里头的机器人看起来像有感情的,其实更像机器人。而看起来很无情的，却更像人。最像机器人的应该是Optimus。因为太理性。看起来很有感情，但也可能是因为理性思考得出的结果。能够把个人得失利益放在次要的位置，这像机器人才有的理智。印象最深刻的是它毁灭sentinel时的那种果断和冷静，没有丝毫的犹豫，真是机器人的表现。而更像人的是decepticons 和 sentinel。虽然是反面角色，但是心中的“我”可以酝酿成极大的占有欲，正因为这样，更像人类。有欲望，有野心，有理想，有憎恶，有嫉妒，有怀疑。。。。。。这是人类才有的感情，却实实在在体现在它们身上。虽然是机器人之间的斗争，但撇开外形不谈，看来看去都像是人与人之间的斗争。因为唯一像机器人的也只有optimus而已。
影片还算不错。虽然时间长了点，但是在悠闲的时候，回味一下儿时的记忆，也是挺不错的。
还蛮喜欢看那些钢铁变来变去的样子。
看到那么简单的一辆车，可以变成那么复杂结构的机器人，
那么结构复杂的机器人能变成简简单单的一辆车，
总是能给人小小的惊喜。
因为现实生活中不可能有。
把简单复杂化也许有，但把复杂的简单化很少见。
觉得在里头的机器人看起来像有感情的,其实更像机器人。而看起来很无情的，却更像人。最像机器人的应该是Optimus。因为太理性。看起来很有感情，但也可能是因为理性思考得出的结果。能够把个人得失利益放在次要的位置，这像机器人才有的理智。印象最深刻的是它毁灭sentinel时的那种果断和冷静，没有丝毫的犹豫，真是机器人的表现。而更像人的是decepticons 和 sentinel。虽然是反面角色，但是心中的“我”可以酝酿成极大的占有欲，正因为这样，更像人类。有欲望，有野心，有理想，有憎恶，有嫉妒，有怀疑。。。。。。这是人类才有的感情，却实实在在体现在它们身上。虽然是机器人之间的斗争，但撇开外形不谈，看来看去都像是人与人之间的斗争。因为唯一像机器人的也只有optimus而已。
影片还算不错。虽然时间长了点，但是在悠闲的时候，回味一下儿时的记忆，也是挺不错的。
还蛮喜欢看那些钢铁变来变去的样子。
看到那么简单的一辆车，可以变成那么复杂结构的机器人，
那么结构复杂的机器人能变成简简单单的一辆车，
总是能给人小小的惊喜。
因为现实生活中不可能有。
把简单复杂化也许有，但把复杂的简单化很少见。
PV road safety park
Today bring the chongfu students to east coast road safety park. Good weather. lucky me. And clock about 4 hours for today.
Went for lunch and watch the movie "transformers-dark of the moon". Nice show. Initially did not thought of watching, but the transformers has been a favourite toy of my brother's childhood days. He still has some collection with him. The first toy he choose for himself during his primary school days was one of the transformers.
But I dun think he has time to watch this movie.
Went for lunch and watch the movie "transformers-dark of the moon". Nice show. Initially did not thought of watching, but the transformers has been a favourite toy of my brother's childhood days. He still has some collection with him. The first toy he choose for himself during his primary school days was one of the transformers.
But I dun think he has time to watch this movie.
san san fever
My san san is having fever. started a few hours ago just after dinner, Fed her fever med at 8.45pm. Now waiting for 12.45am to feed another dose, Then 4,45am another dose. disrupted sleep again.
PV again
In the morning, I am going for another PV session. This time please dun rain ok. I got drenched that time for the kampong glam trip. The kids also. Bad planning on the school part. MOst of the kids with no umbrella and raincoat. Just getting down the bus and run to shelter, all wet already. Poor kids. I think they must have fallen sick from that trip.
Hopefully weather will be good this time, Should be able to clock 4 hours.
Hopefully weather will be good this time, Should be able to clock 4 hours.
special ear
I think one of my ear is a "special" one.
everytime when i wear a plastic earring or some other types of earrings, just for a few days....my ear starts to get infected.
Only when I wear "real" ones, like gold, diamond, silver ones....then its ok.
strange ear i have, and its always the right ear thats giving me problem.
And now I have problem also, for wearing a dun know what material earring, and its infected again. waiting for it to heal now, so that I can put my earring back.
everytime when i wear a plastic earring or some other types of earrings, just for a few days....my ear starts to get infected.
Only when I wear "real" ones, like gold, diamond, silver ones....then its ok.
strange ear i have, and its always the right ear thats giving me problem.
And now I have problem also, for wearing a dun know what material earring, and its infected again. waiting for it to heal now, so that I can put my earring back.
Tuesday, July 05, 2011
nice art studio
nice art studio. After every lesson, the teacher will take picture of each student with their art pieces and wrote what they learned for each lesson behind the photo. There will be comments on the progress of students. Very nice idea.
Sunday, July 03, 2011
first art lesson
My girls started 1st art lesson today at jurong green cc. A newly opened art studio call "jellybeans art studio". Very near to my mum's house. Just walk less than 5 mins. Good location for us. Hope they enjoyed their lesson. Finally my sansan has something to learn. She has been asking to go for classes but I did not manage to find a suitable time slot for yamaha. And she dun seems suitable to learn ballet. So art class should be good for her.
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