今天是华人7月的最后一天。
明天开始就是华人8月了。
新的开始。
Sunday, August 28, 2011
0.34
如果知道他能够取得那么多选票，我相信更多人会投给他。
但是大家都以为是打不赢的仗，所以直接投给了反对党的代表。
执政党的战略真的很好。用声东击西，成功移走了医生的选票，形成的“三国鼎立”，分散了医生的选票。
如果当初他们认同医生的参选，就不会派出“偷蛋者”。
派出“偷蛋者”又怕反对者会把票都投给医生，就故意让反对党的代表人物进场。
这样那些极端份子就会自然把票投给反对党的代表人物。
选票分散了，对他们有利。
投给医生的票都是一些较中立的人士，还有医生从医以来累积下来的善因。
如果大家能够更团结些，如果那些废票有一半投给医生，
那他就获胜了。
很遗憾。
但是我也是直接造成遗憾的一份子。
自己真是没远见，连这声东击西的战略都没能看出来。
但是这也不全是坏事，
因为反对党代表人物在这次的参选过程，
曝光率很高，
为5年后的大选铺路。
塞翁失马，焉知非福。
有了前人开路，后来的人会走得更平顺。
所有的政治道路都是这样走出来的，
包括现在的执政党。
0.34 是遗憾的记号，
也是预见未来的记号。
0.34是一个微差，
0.34是人民和理想中的社会的距离。
0.34是时间的标记。
在0.34的将来，我们就会看见这0.34的改变。
但是大家都以为是打不赢的仗，所以直接投给了反对党的代表。
执政党的战略真的很好。用声东击西，成功移走了医生的选票，形成的“三国鼎立”，分散了医生的选票。
如果当初他们认同医生的参选，就不会派出“偷蛋者”。
派出“偷蛋者”又怕反对者会把票都投给医生，就故意让反对党的代表人物进场。
这样那些极端份子就会自然把票投给反对党的代表人物。
选票分散了，对他们有利。
投给医生的票都是一些较中立的人士，还有医生从医以来累积下来的善因。
如果大家能够更团结些，如果那些废票有一半投给医生，
那他就获胜了。
很遗憾。
但是我也是直接造成遗憾的一份子。
自己真是没远见，连这声东击西的战略都没能看出来。
但是这也不全是坏事，
因为反对党代表人物在这次的参选过程，
曝光率很高，
为5年后的大选铺路。
塞翁失马，焉知非福。
有了前人开路，后来的人会走得更平顺。
所有的政治道路都是这样走出来的，
包括现在的执政党。
0.34 是遗憾的记号，
也是预见未来的记号。
0.34是一个微差，
0.34是人民和理想中的社会的距离。
0.34是时间的标记。
在0.34的将来，我们就会看见这0.34的改变。
Friday, August 26, 2011
选“蛋”
明天就是选“蛋”(TAN)的日子。
要早一点去选“蛋”，迟了会很多人。
该选什么“蛋”，其实什么“蛋”都不是我的最理想的蛋蛋。
但是非得选的话，就选那个蛋吧。
不然就索性什么蛋都不选。
反正我的胆固醇这么高，真的不适合吃蛋。
怎么除了“蛋”之外，就没有别的选择？
如果还有更好的选择，就不会伤脑筋。
该自动放弃选蛋还是就选哪个蛋呢？
明天到了选蛋的地点再做最后决定吧。
但我选不选，应该都没差吧?
要早一点去选“蛋”，迟了会很多人。
该选什么“蛋”，其实什么“蛋”都不是我的最理想的蛋蛋。
但是非得选的话，就选那个蛋吧。
不然就索性什么蛋都不选。
反正我的胆固醇这么高，真的不适合吃蛋。
怎么除了“蛋”之外，就没有别的选择？
如果还有更好的选择，就不会伤脑筋。
该自动放弃选蛋还是就选哪个蛋呢？
明天到了选蛋的地点再做最后决定吧。
但我选不选，应该都没差吧?
plans
Now its end of august already. I think 2 more mths, MOE will be sending me email and asking if I want to go back teaching next year. I will probably extend my npl for another half a year. Maybe next year July, I can try to go back teaching. By then my hubby finished his MBA course. But I will still take halfload. full load is too much for me.
my girls
Today I sent leng and san to childcare. The principal told me some parents asked who is the N1 girl who start off first during last sat sports day. Thats my san san. Some parents noticed that she is very focus and confident when she carried out the tasks.They were quite impressed. She also say the older kids like san san alot. They will ask her to sit on their laps and will keep asking her whether she likes them. And if san san say she likes. Then they will be very happy. There was also once the principal overheard what san san said to another classmate. The girl was in san san class N1, and she cries in the morning when come to school. san san will tell her in chinese saying "come to school, no need to cry." Then the girl replied "yes jiejie."...haha....so funny. san san is like a big boss in school.
My leng leng seems like a "small adult" nowadays. She watch TV shows that we watched and she actually enjoyed watching more than us. Sometimes she is so engrossed that she seems to have entered into the TV already. And when you call her, she cannot hear also. The principal told me that there was one day, leng was eating breakfast when jiarong came. And one of her classmates quickly tell leng that jiarong is here. Leng ignore and contiue to eat. Then the keep repeating that jiarong is here. Then leng got angry and say "OK" very loudly. I think she must have thought the girl is very long winded, keep repeating the same thing.
My leng leng seems like a "small adult" nowadays. She watch TV shows that we watched and she actually enjoyed watching more than us. Sometimes she is so engrossed that she seems to have entered into the TV already. And when you call her, she cannot hear also. The principal told me that there was one day, leng was eating breakfast when jiarong came. And one of her classmates quickly tell leng that jiarong is here. Leng ignore and contiue to eat. Then the keep repeating that jiarong is here. Then leng got angry and say "OK" very loudly. I think she must have thought the girl is very long winded, keep repeating the same thing.
Thursday, August 25, 2011
throw throw throw
These few days, every night we saw police downstairs. There is a 7th mth celebration thing under our blk, so quite alot of old folks downstairs. Got to know these few days every nignt got people throw things down. Heard that they throw glass bottles down. For 4 days in a row, but nothing was done, or maybe I should say nothing could be done. How to know which floor people throw down? install CCTV or something?
Very dangerous. Can kill someone if someone happened to walk pass at that timing.
I really have an urge to go opposite blk with my video camera and wait for the culprit to throw again tomorrow. But so dark can the video camera capture the act? I hate this kind of inconsiderate and murderous act. Why do we have these kind of people living around us?
Very dangerous. Can kill someone if someone happened to walk pass at that timing.
I really have an urge to go opposite blk with my video camera and wait for the culprit to throw again tomorrow. But so dark can the video camera capture the act? I hate this kind of inconsiderate and murderous act. Why do we have these kind of people living around us?
favourite fruit
Currently my san san's favourite fruit is durian. And she loves it so much. She can eat alot. sometimes I will buy one durian back for her. My big girl don't really like it, she will eat a little bit. But san san eats alot. June also like to eat.
Sometimes my father will buy one back for san san too.
Sometimes my father will buy one back for san san too.
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
tomorrow outing day with june
tomorrow i will be bringing june and mum out.
Maybe go orchard walk walk.
Need to buy some taka vouchers for cousins' house warming.
Hope the weather will be good.
Maybe go orchard walk walk.
Need to buy some taka vouchers for cousins' house warming.
Hope the weather will be good.
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
蚊子
这两天家中有蚊子。
一只神出鬼没的蚊子。
不知道埋伏在哪里，
总是趁我不注意时出来偷袭。
看到时，又打不着。
它飞得太快，又不停留在某处休息。
看到时，打不着。
准备好杀虫剂时，它又不知所踪。
到现在都还没找到它。
一只神出鬼没的蚊子。
不知道埋伏在哪里，
总是趁我不注意时出来偷袭。
看到时，又打不着。
它飞得太快，又不停留在某处休息。
看到时，打不着。
准备好杀虫剂时，它又不知所踪。
到现在都还没找到它。
天使的诱惑
这几天看这部韩剧。今天看完了。
演员演技精湛，但是到最后我很想打编剧。
这种复仇的故事线看了令人心烦。
太多了，太杂了，太纠结。
更可恶的是，最后竟然不给一个圆满结局。
可怜的男主角，怎么每次他演的戏都是得不到爱情。
《同伊》里是如此，《灿烂的遗产》也是如此。
裴秀彬在这部戏里真的很酷。
眼神超迷人的，很有魅力。
但是还是比较喜欢他在《灿烂的遗产》里的角色。
那种新好男人的温柔形象非常讨好。
下一部，应该看什么才好？
演员演技精湛，但是到最后我很想打编剧。
这种复仇的故事线看了令人心烦。
太多了，太杂了，太纠结。
更可恶的是，最后竟然不给一个圆满结局。
可怜的男主角，怎么每次他演的戏都是得不到爱情。
《同伊》里是如此，《灿烂的遗产》也是如此。
裴秀彬在这部戏里真的很酷。
眼神超迷人的，很有魅力。
但是还是比较喜欢他在《灿烂的遗产》里的角色。
那种新好男人的温柔形象非常讨好。
下一部，应该看什么才好？
final decision
What triggers me to make this decision. The yesterday WP's problem on using of public places. The role of CC, PA etc, should be promote and enhance social cohesiveness, not to create division among people. But they have failed terribly. THis isue trigger my decision. Using these organizations as a political tool when they should all be politically neutral really sadden me. So 75 percent contribute to my current decision on saturday. Another 25% is due to the ISA issue. THis is nothing new, but it makes me uncomfortable all these while. So my decision suddenly become clear. I was still pondering over 2 choices, now I am left with one. Thanks for enlightening me...haha...
Friday, August 19, 2011
B3
我的三个补习的学生都考到B3。
算是不错了。
虽然我很希望他们的运气更好些，能够捡个A2，
但是这样的成绩已经很好了。
原本都是C6或C5的成绩，有时候还不及格，
在家又都讲英语，能靠B3应该知足了。
2位决定不重考。
另外一位还在犹豫。
其实再考也无妨，只要决定了就不要后悔。
有时候，再考一次，是为了不留遗憾。
不然心里总想着“如果”。如果再考一次，是不是会考得更好？
要除掉“如果”就一定要重来一次。
也只有这个考试可以重来。
人生如果可以重来该多好？
那么多浪费掉的光阴。
如果可以重来多好？
那么多曾经没有做的事。
如果可以重来多好？
那么多不想要的回忆。
如果可以重来多好？
算是不错了。
虽然我很希望他们的运气更好些，能够捡个A2，
但是这样的成绩已经很好了。
原本都是C6或C5的成绩，有时候还不及格，
在家又都讲英语，能靠B3应该知足了。
2位决定不重考。
另外一位还在犹豫。
其实再考也无妨，只要决定了就不要后悔。
有时候，再考一次，是为了不留遗憾。
不然心里总想着“如果”。如果再考一次，是不是会考得更好？
要除掉“如果”就一定要重来一次。
也只有这个考试可以重来。
人生如果可以重来该多好？
那么多浪费掉的光阴。
如果可以重来多好？
那么多曾经没有做的事。
如果可以重来多好？
那么多不想要的回忆。
如果可以重来多好？
最后一集
今天看了最后一集的《美乐加油》。
觉得结尾部分感觉有点仓促。
好像还有很多没交代。
但是还是能够感受到那大团圆结局。
虽然只有百分之十五的成功率，但是韩以烈还是幸运的。
虽然有点不可思议，但偶像剧本来就应该存在奇迹，
不然已经够悲惨的现实，连看戏都不能得到安慰，不是更悲哀？
觉得结尾部分感觉有点仓促。
好像还有很多没交代。
但是还是能够感受到那大团圆结局。
虽然只有百分之十五的成功率，但是韩以烈还是幸运的。
虽然有点不可思议，但偶像剧本来就应该存在奇迹，
不然已经够悲惨的现实，连看戏都不能得到安慰，不是更悲哀？
又一部戏
现在在看的。
电视正在播映的。
《灿烂的遗产》。
在《同伊》里饰演同伊的“哥哥”的演员，裴秀彬，真的超帅的。
很少称赞演员长得帅。
在《灿烂的遗产》里，他真的特别帅。
很有个性。我觉得远远胜过第一男主角。
戏中的角色也很吸引人。
如果现实生活中也有这样的人物，
那他肯定魅力无法挡。
现在已经看到第18集。
还有7集就看完了。
再看两天应该就能看完。
今天也看了两集的《美乐加油》。
只剩下最后一集了。
不知道明天是不是就能在网络上看到？
希望是个大团圆结局。
电视正在播映的。
《灿烂的遗产》。
在《同伊》里饰演同伊的“哥哥”的演员，裴秀彬，真的超帅的。
很少称赞演员长得帅。
在《灿烂的遗产》里，他真的特别帅。
很有个性。我觉得远远胜过第一男主角。
戏中的角色也很吸引人。
如果现实生活中也有这样的人物，
那他肯定魅力无法挡。
现在已经看到第18集。
还有7集就看完了。
再看两天应该就能看完。
今天也看了两集的《美乐加油》。
只剩下最后一集了。
不知道明天是不是就能在网络上看到？
希望是个大团圆结局。
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
MV令人讨厌的部分
很多MV喜欢讲话，看到一半，突然里头的男女主角吵架。
听到一半，除了背景音乐，还有嘈杂的人声。
很扫兴。
可能加入这些对白和独白能够增加歌曲的感情，
还有给人更强烈的故事画面。但是有时真的太多了。
这样的歌曲真的太多了。对白除了华语，还有英文的，还有日语的，还有韩语的。
还有一些根本听不懂的。
好像范范的《他没有错》，应该是很好听的。
但是MV真的很长气，有的没的太多。
看不下去。
还有些MV夸张得爆笑。
本来要渲染怎样怎样的一种悲情气氛，
但是看了却觉得可笑。
最近真的看太多MV了。
还有点看不下去的感觉。
听到一半，除了背景音乐，还有嘈杂的人声。
很扫兴。
可能加入这些对白和独白能够增加歌曲的感情，
还有给人更强烈的故事画面。但是有时真的太多了。
这样的歌曲真的太多了。对白除了华语，还有英文的，还有日语的，还有韩语的。
还有一些根本听不懂的。
好像范范的《他没有错》，应该是很好听的。
但是MV真的很长气，有的没的太多。
看不下去。
还有些MV夸张得爆笑。
本来要渲染怎样怎样的一种悲情气氛，
但是看了却觉得可笑。
最近真的看太多MV了。
还有点看不下去的感觉。
leng leng 5th bday at ah ma house
Leng Leng's bday celebration, but san san looks like the bday girl...haha...
new president?
who should I choose?
Who will i choose?
I will not choose Mr Tony Tan. He is too PAP. anything also yes, everything also yes.I dun agree all policies are perfect. If need to improve, need to improve. So cannot be a too yes man. I dun doubt his capability. He is the best choice in terms of ability. But I look for something else at this point of time.
I will not choose Tan Kin Lian. Dun feel good. Dun look very honest to me.
I am now left with 2 choices.
I know Dr Tan Cheng Bock. Used to see him when I was sick since primary school days. When I was staying in Jurong, his clinic just at the opposite street, so I always went to him. But ever since I shifted to Yishun, I didnt see him anymore.
As for Mr Tan Jee Say, I dun what kind of person he is, but if I want to make my stand clear, I need to choose him. I am still thinking. But I know I only have 2 choices. Maybe I will just close my eyes and cross.
Anyway, whoever I choose will not make a difference to the final outcome. why? because Mr Tony Tan will still wins the election, whether we like it or not.
This is reality. The hard truth.
Who will i choose?
I will not choose Mr Tony Tan. He is too PAP. anything also yes, everything also yes.I dun agree all policies are perfect. If need to improve, need to improve. So cannot be a too yes man. I dun doubt his capability. He is the best choice in terms of ability. But I look for something else at this point of time.
I will not choose Tan Kin Lian. Dun feel good. Dun look very honest to me.
I am now left with 2 choices.
I know Dr Tan Cheng Bock. Used to see him when I was sick since primary school days. When I was staying in Jurong, his clinic just at the opposite street, so I always went to him. But ever since I shifted to Yishun, I didnt see him anymore.
As for Mr Tan Jee Say, I dun what kind of person he is, but if I want to make my stand clear, I need to choose him. I am still thinking. But I know I only have 2 choices. Maybe I will just close my eyes and cross.
Anyway, whoever I choose will not make a difference to the final outcome. why? because Mr Tony Tan will still wins the election, whether we like it or not.
This is reality. The hard truth.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
去年的这个时候
去年的这个时候，
大概这个时候。
国庆日前后。
患病的那两个星期。
今天又再想起。
上个星期又被蚊子叮，而且还被叮了9次。
留下了9个“纪念品”。
很害怕是伊蚊，因为如果我再患病一次，
这次会比上次更严重。
上次惨痛的经验还很清晰。
下决心到医院去的那天，
我是拖着多么无力的身躯到诊所看医生。
也不知道是看第几个医生，看第几次医生，
还没说到两句话，我的眼泪就禁不住流下来，
原本都没发烧，医生一量，竟然说是高烧，还怀疑我是脑膜炎，
写了一封信叫我马上去医院。
我的头是疼得像要爆开一样。
比阵痛还难忍受的痛，几秒就抽一次。
吃止痛药又吃不好。
我只好把自己送进医院。
入院的第一通电话，打给老公，叫他准时接孩子们放学。
跟他说，如果他应付不来，就去请帮手，请谁都好，保姆或女佣，随便，
反正我是不行了。
第二通电话打给保险代理，问她我可以住什么等级的病房。
我跟工作人员说A2.
他们却把我送去隔离房间，结果就是A1那样的房间，一个人住。
早知道我就说B或C,
反正也是住隔离房。价钱相差很远。
他们以为我得了什么高度危险传染病，
我也不知道是什么病，
反正感觉快死了，就随他们做什么都好。
那天被推来推去，完全没有时间的概念，
感觉做脑部扫描的时候还是凌晨时间，
医院安静得很可怕。
住院的第三通电话就打给老妈，
跟她说一声，免得她担心。
然后就住了几天医院，没让其他人知道，
因为以为是像SARS那样的传染病，
而且在隔离的房间，我想也不能来探病。
护士进出病房都戴口罩，
那时候真感觉自己是个高度危险的病人。
到最后，受了那么多冤枉罪，
才查出是骨痛热症。
又没骨痛，又没热，谁知道是蚊子惹的祸。
但是现在懂了，
没骨痛，没热，没红斑，也可能是骨痛热症。
住院时没吃东西，没胃口都吃不下，
才几天，我就恢复了生产前的体重，
原来人要这样才能瘦下来。
而且是自然瘦的。
现在回想起来还是觉得很可怕。
这样的事不要再发生了。
大概这个时候。
国庆日前后。
患病的那两个星期。
今天又再想起。
上个星期又被蚊子叮，而且还被叮了9次。
留下了9个“纪念品”。
很害怕是伊蚊，因为如果我再患病一次，
这次会比上次更严重。
上次惨痛的经验还很清晰。
下决心到医院去的那天，
我是拖着多么无力的身躯到诊所看医生。
也不知道是看第几个医生，看第几次医生，
还没说到两句话，我的眼泪就禁不住流下来，
原本都没发烧，医生一量，竟然说是高烧，还怀疑我是脑膜炎，
写了一封信叫我马上去医院。
我的头是疼得像要爆开一样。
比阵痛还难忍受的痛，几秒就抽一次。
吃止痛药又吃不好。
我只好把自己送进医院。
入院的第一通电话，打给老公，叫他准时接孩子们放学。
跟他说，如果他应付不来，就去请帮手，请谁都好，保姆或女佣，随便，
反正我是不行了。
第二通电话打给保险代理，问她我可以住什么等级的病房。
我跟工作人员说A2.
他们却把我送去隔离房间，结果就是A1那样的房间，一个人住。
早知道我就说B或C,
反正也是住隔离房。价钱相差很远。
他们以为我得了什么高度危险传染病，
我也不知道是什么病，
反正感觉快死了，就随他们做什么都好。
那天被推来推去，完全没有时间的概念，
感觉做脑部扫描的时候还是凌晨时间，
医院安静得很可怕。
住院的第三通电话就打给老妈，
跟她说一声，免得她担心。
然后就住了几天医院，没让其他人知道，
因为以为是像SARS那样的传染病，
而且在隔离的房间，我想也不能来探病。
护士进出病房都戴口罩，
那时候真感觉自己是个高度危险的病人。
到最后，受了那么多冤枉罪，
才查出是骨痛热症。
又没骨痛，又没热，谁知道是蚊子惹的祸。
但是现在懂了，
没骨痛，没热，没红斑，也可能是骨痛热症。
住院时没吃东西，没胃口都吃不下，
才几天，我就恢复了生产前的体重，
原来人要这样才能瘦下来。
而且是自然瘦的。
现在回想起来还是觉得很可怕。
这样的事不要再发生了。
你还好吗?
今天突然想起你。
看了你宝贝儿子的部落格，发觉好久都没更新。
去年年底到现在，差几个月就一年了，都没更新。
你在澳洲还好吗？
儿子应该长得很高了吧？
回来走走的时候，记得联络我。
这次和佳卉一起，我们三个吃顿饭。
看了你宝贝儿子的部落格，发觉好久都没更新。
去年年底到现在，差几个月就一年了，都没更新。
你在澳洲还好吗？
儿子应该长得很高了吧？
回来走走的时候，记得联络我。
这次和佳卉一起，我们三个吃顿饭。
new bubble tea shop
A new bubble tea shop at northpoint.
Normally, I will drink each a cup. Today I tried out the new one. Not bad.
Its call "sharetea" (歇脚亭).
Quite famous in Taiwan.
I discover the sugar level is more realistic as compare to other brands.
Each a cup, I always say 20%, but then taste sweet also.
This new shop, the minimum is 30%, so I say 30%, the girl look at me and informed me that it will taste rather bland. I say ok.
And turn out less sweet than the 20% sugar of each a cup.
Even the "ocha" brand near chong pang cc taste rather sweet with minimum sugar level.
I cannot imagine if 20% is already that sweet, what about 100%?
Normally, I will drink each a cup. Today I tried out the new one. Not bad.
Its call "sharetea" (歇脚亭).
Quite famous in Taiwan.
I discover the sugar level is more realistic as compare to other brands.
Each a cup, I always say 20%, but then taste sweet also.
This new shop, the minimum is 30%, so I say 30%, the girl look at me and informed me that it will taste rather bland. I say ok.
And turn out less sweet than the 20% sugar of each a cup.
Even the "ocha" brand near chong pang cc taste rather sweet with minimum sugar level.
I cannot imagine if 20% is already that sweet, what about 100%?
Monday, August 15, 2011
美乐加油11
看完了第11集。
感人。
看到第12集的预告。
觉得不解。因为美乐应该会知道韩以烈是在演戏才对。
一个人怎么可能变得那么快。
而且之前这个人的言行应该也透露了一些线索。
怎么她都没觉察？
但是也可能因为之前的背叛，使她心里留下阴影，
所以把两个人的行为都归类为同样一种。
这也是有可能的。
但最后应该会知道真相吧？
我很希望这部戏是大团圆结局。
应该不会让我失望吧？
感人。
看到第12集的预告。
觉得不解。因为美乐应该会知道韩以烈是在演戏才对。
一个人怎么可能变得那么快。
而且之前这个人的言行应该也透露了一些线索。
怎么她都没觉察？
但是也可能因为之前的背叛，使她心里留下阴影，
所以把两个人的行为都归类为同样一种。
这也是有可能的。
但最后应该会知道真相吧？
我很希望这部戏是大团圆结局。
应该不会让我失望吧？
热度三分钟
大魔头这一点很像我。学什么都是三分钟热度。
上个星期，她说不想上 I can read 的课了。
她说想学芭蕾。
我说好。
因为我觉得我跟她很象，就是什么都只想学一点。
所以就让她上完这学期。
现在正在物色芭蕾学校让她上课。
这些额外课程都只为培养兴趣和让她们接触不同事物。
所以不能太强求。
但是我很希望音乐方面她可以坚持。
最起码掌握好钢琴。
因为我自己很羡慕会弹琴的人。
希望三个女儿将来都会弹琴。
芭蕾接触一点无妨，但是要长久跳下去，我还是有顾虑。
我不想她腿部的肌肉组织那么发达，外八的样子也不好看。
现在还小，跳跳无妨。
美术方面如果她有天份，自然会画得好。
这方面很难栽培。但是可以让她接触不同种类的艺术。
总有一样是她有天份的。
三分钟热度不能全怪她。
也有遗传的因素吧。
上个星期，她说不想上 I can read 的课了。
她说想学芭蕾。
我说好。
因为我觉得我跟她很象，就是什么都只想学一点。
所以就让她上完这学期。
现在正在物色芭蕾学校让她上课。
这些额外课程都只为培养兴趣和让她们接触不同事物。
所以不能太强求。
但是我很希望音乐方面她可以坚持。
最起码掌握好钢琴。
因为我自己很羡慕会弹琴的人。
希望三个女儿将来都会弹琴。
芭蕾接触一点无妨，但是要长久跳下去，我还是有顾虑。
我不想她腿部的肌肉组织那么发达，外八的样子也不好看。
现在还小，跳跳无妨。
美术方面如果她有天份，自然会画得好。
这方面很难栽培。但是可以让她接触不同种类的艺术。
总有一样是她有天份的。
三分钟热度不能全怪她。
也有遗传的因素吧。
最后的醉后
今天看完了最后一集的《醉后决定爱上你》。
结局在预料之中。
但是如果我是林晓如，我应该不会跟宋杰修在一起。
因为他母亲从楼梯上摔下的事，会成为心中永远的疙瘩，没法除去。
不管错在于谁，那一瞬间的迟疑和怀疑都将在心里留下阴影。
如果我是林晓如，我的选择应该是耿烁怀。虽然他的发型真的超讨厌，
但是起码他会是个永远的守护天使。
我觉得这部戏里最经典的两句台词应该是：
“分手的理由是假的，但分手是真的。”
“没有过不去的事情，只有过不去的心情。”
结局在预料之中。
但是如果我是林晓如，我应该不会跟宋杰修在一起。
因为他母亲从楼梯上摔下的事，会成为心中永远的疙瘩，没法除去。
不管错在于谁，那一瞬间的迟疑和怀疑都将在心里留下阴影。
如果我是林晓如，我的选择应该是耿烁怀。虽然他的发型真的超讨厌，
但是起码他会是个永远的守护天使。
我觉得这部戏里最经典的两句台词应该是：
“分手的理由是假的，但分手是真的。”
“没有过不去的事情，只有过不去的心情。”
Sunday, August 14, 2011
庆祝生日
今天帮伶庆祝5岁生日。
买了个蛋糕。
可是杉却“心理不平衡”。她说她的生日也是在8月。
今天也是她的生日。
不管是妹妹还是姐姐生日，都是她的生日。
所以唱生日歌时，要唱两次。一次唱给伶，另一次唱给杉。
很霸道的杉，可是真的拿她没办法。
我看未来的日子，
真有的受了。
买了个蛋糕。
可是杉却“心理不平衡”。她说她的生日也是在8月。
今天也是她的生日。
不管是妹妹还是姐姐生日，都是她的生日。
所以唱生日歌时，要唱两次。一次唱给伶，另一次唱给杉。
很霸道的杉，可是真的拿她没办法。
我看未来的日子，
真有的受了。
another recent news
Recently the news on the NTU female graduate ending speech at graduation day with a "we f____king did it". err.... seriously I think no matter how one tries to side with her, the usage of the word in that context is too much. You can use it in gathering with friends etc, But not in formal occasions and graduation day is a formal event. Alot of people, esp western ones, they do use words like that, but they didn't use that in formal occasion. Why? becuase they know when and where and how to use the word. Not like many youngsters today, just use for the sake of using.
some may argue that adding a "ing" will have a different meaning to the original F word. But I don't think so. A negative word, adding "ing" will still be negative. Only positive words addding "ing" will be positive. SO don't try to make the word looks positive. It can never be. And don't try to say that in that mood you have to use that word. Why cannot just say "we did it!" with a proper action, or "we really did it!", your tone of voice and body language will tell people your mood, you don't need to use that bloody word to bring out the mood.
So no point keep defending her. When your EQ is low, it is low. WHen you make a mistake, just apologize and carry on your life. Defending and arguing doesn't help at all. really disappointed with those NTU lecturers who side with her. If she don't learned her lesson now, she is going to use the F word more often in future and create a fool out of herself, maybe a bigger joke next time. If using that word is fine, then why didn't the politicians use it in rallies and elections and maybe NDP? So the word is actually and really not fine lor.......
only positive words adding "ing" sounds nice and creative. like the mayday song 恋爱ing. it gives a "on going" feel. But negative ones adding "ing" makes the word worse.
some may argue that adding a "ing" will have a different meaning to the original F word. But I don't think so. A negative word, adding "ing" will still be negative. Only positive words addding "ing" will be positive. SO don't try to make the word looks positive. It can never be. And don't try to say that in that mood you have to use that word. Why cannot just say "we did it!" with a proper action, or "we really did it!", your tone of voice and body language will tell people your mood, you don't need to use that bloody word to bring out the mood.
So no point keep defending her. When your EQ is low, it is low. WHen you make a mistake, just apologize and carry on your life. Defending and arguing doesn't help at all. really disappointed with those NTU lecturers who side with her. If she don't learned her lesson now, she is going to use the F word more often in future and create a fool out of herself, maybe a bigger joke next time. If using that word is fine, then why didn't the politicians use it in rallies and elections and maybe NDP? So the word is actually and really not fine lor.......
only positive words adding "ing" sounds nice and creative. like the mayday song 恋爱ing. it gives a "on going" feel. But negative ones adding "ing" makes the word worse.
curry
I find it quite ridiculous. Recently there is this news on a singaporean Indian family being ask by govt mediator to cook curry only when their new PRC neighbour is not at home. why? becuase the neighbour cannot stand the smell of curry.
So does that means that very soon we will be asked not to eat durian and maybe not to sell durian in singapore?If they cannot adapt to the multi culture and multi religion environment of singapore, they should settle somewhere else.
If i were the indian family, I will cook more curry, everyday cook. cook until they go somewhere else. Cook curry got against the law meh....I like to eat, i cook eveyday cannot ah....
So does that means that very soon we will be asked not to eat durian and maybe not to sell durian in singapore?If they cannot adapt to the multi culture and multi religion environment of singapore, they should settle somewhere else.
If i were the indian family, I will cook more curry, everyday cook. cook until they go somewhere else. Cook curry got against the law meh....I like to eat, i cook eveyday cannot ah....
Thursday, August 11, 2011
june at coming 14mths
Little June coming 14mths, but still show no interest in walking. She only hold on to things and stand. didn't try to move her steps. And she is not too interested in talking as well. Only willing to call "jiu jiu" and "jie jie".
But she is always happy. smiling most of the time.
But she is always happy. smiling most of the time.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
最近
最近，我在重温一些过去错过的台湾综艺节目。
一直很喜欢看《康熙来了》，但是以前错过很多集。
现在补看。
还没有找到我想看的下一部偶像剧。
所以现在每个星期就只看《美乐加油》，
还有《醉后决定爱上你》。
一直很喜欢看《康熙来了》，但是以前错过很多集。
现在补看。
还没有找到我想看的下一部偶像剧。
所以现在每个星期就只看《美乐加油》，
还有《醉后决定爱上你》。
agar agar second try
This morning I tried out the fresh orange juice agar agar again.
But didn't manage to buy blueberries and other berries. So I used grapefruit instead.
without adding any sugar.Taste quite sweet.Just that the grapefruit is sour, so depends on individual preference, those who don't like sour taste will not like it.
Next time I will try out other fruit juice. And with other bits of fruits inside the agar agar.
But didn't manage to buy blueberries and other berries. So I used grapefruit instead.
without adding any sugar.Taste quite sweet.Just that the grapefruit is sour, so depends on individual preference, those who don't like sour taste will not like it.
Next time I will try out other fruit juice. And with other bits of fruits inside the agar agar.
Tuesday, August 09, 2011
Monday, August 08, 2011
选择上当
刚才在房里看《美乐加油》，突然看到木门反射出影子。
晃动着，感觉蛮诡异的。
直觉告诉我外面一定有什么。
接着，听见敲门声。
走出去的时候，心里在想是不是推销员还是邮差。
出现眼前的是一位老婆婆。
年纪80左右吧。
手上没拿着东西，应该不是卖东西的。
她说话速度很慢，说的是华语。
她说跌倒至今没有工作，没钱。
希望我能给她两块钱。
我当然知道那不是真的，之前也听过这样的故事好几回了。
但是二话不说，马上给了她两元。
为什么？
因为她年龄真的大了。
因为两元也不是很大的数目。如果她开口报个天价，我可能就不给了。
因为不想早上就被人骂，会倒霉一整天。
她走时还好心提醒，叫我不要把我的包包放在客厅地上，
很容易被人偷走钱包。
还算是个好心的骗子。
晃动着，感觉蛮诡异的。
直觉告诉我外面一定有什么。
接着，听见敲门声。
走出去的时候，心里在想是不是推销员还是邮差。
出现眼前的是一位老婆婆。
年纪80左右吧。
手上没拿着东西，应该不是卖东西的。
她说话速度很慢，说的是华语。
她说跌倒至今没有工作，没钱。
希望我能给她两块钱。
我当然知道那不是真的，之前也听过这样的故事好几回了。
但是二话不说，马上给了她两元。
为什么？
因为她年龄真的大了。
因为两元也不是很大的数目。如果她开口报个天价，我可能就不给了。
因为不想早上就被人骂，会倒霉一整天。
她走时还好心提醒，叫我不要把我的包包放在客厅地上，
很容易被人偷走钱包。
还算是个好心的骗子。
Monday
Today my girls' childcare centre celebrate national day.
My tuition for today is in the afternoon.
Tomorrow i will be at jurong again. Weds also. The centre closed on weds. So I have to stay in jurong with 3 monsters.
My tuition for today is in the afternoon.
Tomorrow i will be at jurong again. Weds also. The centre closed on weds. So I have to stay in jurong with 3 monsters.
Sunday, August 07, 2011
irritated early morning
The Jurong Green CC is making me angry almost every sunday morning.
My girl's art class starts at 9am, and the CC doors open at 9am.
Does it makes sense, how can one enter the door and start lesson at same time?
Still got to climb the stairs etc.
Why can't the staff come at 8.45am to open the doors?
Why every week have to let all the parents wait outside?
Today the rain is so big, about 50 parents waiting outside with children, cold and angry.
The wind so big and the thunder so loud, and rain splasing in. And they didn't open the door early nevermind, they still dare to open it late at 9.07am.
I wrote so many feedback forms, did they even go to the right people? or throw inside waste paper basket already? The art teacher say she also got feedback, but they also didn't do anything.sickening right?
Its a very small issue, just let the staff work at 8.45 and ends the day early by 15mins. Still alot of ways to solve it. Ignoring the problem only makes the whole thing become worse. Why is it that "THEY" have to always wait for things to happen then take action?
Since THEY say the CC belongs to them, then they should be responsible for it.
Always say and never do.
Always promise and never keep.
Always threaten and never try to solve problems.
sickening. sickening. sickening.
My girl's art class starts at 9am, and the CC doors open at 9am.
Does it makes sense, how can one enter the door and start lesson at same time?
Still got to climb the stairs etc.
Why can't the staff come at 8.45am to open the doors?
Why every week have to let all the parents wait outside?
Today the rain is so big, about 50 parents waiting outside with children, cold and angry.
The wind so big and the thunder so loud, and rain splasing in. And they didn't open the door early nevermind, they still dare to open it late at 9.07am.
I wrote so many feedback forms, did they even go to the right people? or throw inside waste paper basket already? The art teacher say she also got feedback, but they also didn't do anything.sickening right?
Its a very small issue, just let the staff work at 8.45 and ends the day early by 15mins. Still alot of ways to solve it. Ignoring the problem only makes the whole thing become worse. Why is it that "THEY" have to always wait for things to happen then take action?
Since THEY say the CC belongs to them, then they should be responsible for it.
Always say and never do.
Always promise and never keep.
Always threaten and never try to solve problems.
sickening. sickening. sickening.
Friday, August 05, 2011
日记
在这个部落格出现之前，
我有写日记的习惯，但不是天天写。
只是时不时就会记录当天发生的事。
想不到这样一写就写了三本。
昨天在找东西时，不经意翻了一翻。
感觉竟然像在偷看别人的日记。
真的不敢相信里面的文字是过去的自己写的。
有些超好笑的。
有超过10年的历史，但字迹看起来还很清晰，
像不久前才写的。
想不到它们保养得比我更好。
我觉得过去的我用字比较大胆，驾驭文字的能力比现在好。
可能现在有了年龄，反而不能随心所欲。
有些很模糊的记忆，看了日记后又渐渐清晰。
还算完整的日记本，但是中间有一大段是空白的。
我有点印象，好像是很生气的时候把它们撕掉的。
把不堪回首的一小部分删去了。
人生路很长，但不能尽如人意。
总有些遗憾，因为总希望在某个阶段，回忆可以更加美丽。
因为时光是不能倒流的。
因为年轻也只有这么一回。
有些遗憾是无法停留在最美丽的一刻。
如果知道最完美的时候是哪年哪月的哪一天，
就会让它定格。
有些遗憾是原本可以有更难忘的记忆，
却因为自己的执著而改变了什么。
在不该犹豫的时候想太多，
在该思考的时候又用脑子太少。
我有写日记的习惯，但不是天天写。
只是时不时就会记录当天发生的事。
想不到这样一写就写了三本。
昨天在找东西时，不经意翻了一翻。
感觉竟然像在偷看别人的日记。
真的不敢相信里面的文字是过去的自己写的。
有些超好笑的。
有超过10年的历史，但字迹看起来还很清晰，
像不久前才写的。
想不到它们保养得比我更好。
我觉得过去的我用字比较大胆，驾驭文字的能力比现在好。
可能现在有了年龄，反而不能随心所欲。
有些很模糊的记忆，看了日记后又渐渐清晰。
还算完整的日记本，但是中间有一大段是空白的。
我有点印象，好像是很生气的时候把它们撕掉的。
把不堪回首的一小部分删去了。
人生路很长，但不能尽如人意。
总有些遗憾，因为总希望在某个阶段，回忆可以更加美丽。
因为时光是不能倒流的。
因为年轻也只有这么一回。
有些遗憾是无法停留在最美丽的一刻。
如果知道最完美的时候是哪年哪月的哪一天，
就会让它定格。
有些遗憾是原本可以有更难忘的记忆，
却因为自己的执著而改变了什么。
在不该犹豫的时候想太多，
在该思考的时候又用脑子太少。
Wednesday, August 03, 2011
1000 posts
I have posted 1000 posts on this blog already.
Thats really alot.
my girls ate 2.5 cups of jellies each.
I am still left with 3 small jellies and 2 "bowls" of jellies.
Will bring some over to my mum's house tomolo morning.
Will be in jurong tomolo and will bring my june for injection.
Leng and san will be going on an excursion trip to sentosa butterfly garden tomolo morning. Hope they will have fun there.
Hubby's MBA class start again tomolo, until next monday.
After that he will be busy doing assignments.
Still a long way to go.
Until next year June then the whole course will end.
After that will be less busy.
By then maybe time for me to go back school to teach.
Thats really alot.
my girls ate 2.5 cups of jellies each.
I am still left with 3 small jellies and 2 "bowls" of jellies.
Will bring some over to my mum's house tomolo morning.
Will be in jurong tomolo and will bring my june for injection.
Leng and san will be going on an excursion trip to sentosa butterfly garden tomolo morning. Hope they will have fun there.
Hubby's MBA class start again tomolo, until next monday.
After that he will be busy doing assignments.
Still a long way to go.
Until next year June then the whole course will end.
After that will be less busy.
By then maybe time for me to go back school to teach.
jellies
The jellies taste quite good.
If i didnt dilute the orange juice with water,
the taste will be even better.
So conclusion is , even without any sugar,
it is possible to make the jellies.
So jellies can actually be very healthy.
jellies on the way
the jellies are now in the fridge.
tonight they will be ready for eating.
Hope they will taste ok.
I didn't add sugar, so i guess they will taste probably very plain.
didn't manage to buy raspberries.
Can't find them at NP cold storage, but manage to buy blue berries from NTUC.
And strawberries.
And the big oranges are not very juicy.
Spent so much to buy the oranges, end up only the skin is thick. Not much juice. Next time i will buy the normal oranges.
Didn't manage to collect 1litre of orange juice, so I have to dilute with water.
tonite i will cook porriage for my girls.
They like peanuts inside the porriage and I prepare some corn for them also.
And also fish cake and chicken meat add together inside.
just finish washing up for my jelly making. Hate washing.
so many things to clean and clear up.
tonight they will be ready for eating.
Hope they will taste ok.
I didn't add sugar, so i guess they will taste probably very plain.
didn't manage to buy raspberries.
Can't find them at NP cold storage, but manage to buy blue berries from NTUC.
And strawberries.
And the big oranges are not very juicy.
Spent so much to buy the oranges, end up only the skin is thick. Not much juice. Next time i will buy the normal oranges.
Didn't manage to collect 1litre of orange juice, so I have to dilute with water.
tonite i will cook porriage for my girls.
They like peanuts inside the porriage and I prepare some corn for them also.
And also fish cake and chicken meat add together inside.
just finish washing up for my jelly making. Hate washing.
so many things to clean and clear up.
Tuesday, August 02, 2011
wednesday
Tomorrow I will be trying out making jelly.
bought some oranges, big and juicy for the orange juice.
And tomorrow i will buy the strawberries, raspberries and blueberries.
Hope the jellies will turn out nice.
And most importantly, hope my virus will not explode.
Now trying hard to fight off the virus by drinking pi pa gao.
a slight cough.
Hope won't become the 100 days cough again.
bought some oranges, big and juicy for the orange juice.
And tomorrow i will buy the strawberries, raspberries and blueberries.
Hope the jellies will turn out nice.
And most importantly, hope my virus will not explode.
Now trying hard to fight off the virus by drinking pi pa gao.
a slight cough.
Hope won't become the 100 days cough again.
朋友们,你们都好吗?
因为太少联络，都不知道你们最近好不好？
生活中是不是有不如意的事。
原本想搞个小聚会，但下个星期我的时间没办法办到。
看来得等9月学校假期。
虽然见面的机会和时间不多，但你们都是我最珍惜的朋友。
我是个很奇怪的人，
“朋友”的定义和划分很分明。
我有很多工作上的好伙伴，但是属于“同事”而不是“朋友”。
当然也有几个“升华”变“朋友”，
但感觉还是不同的。
从念书时期，一路陪伴走来的朋友，
是不同的。
回想过去，最要好的两位，应该就是莲和芳。
虽然不常见面，但是“过去式”，也是“现在式”，也会是“未来式”的朋友。
曾经分享很多的秘密。
对我而言，“秘密”不是不能让人知道的事。
而是不能让全世界的人知道，但可以选择性让某些人知道的事。
“秘密”也是有期限的。有些人和事变得不重要了，
就不再是秘密。
当年的那些秘密，现在都不再是秘密了。
去年，芳突然传了两张我们在教育学院念书时共同拥有的储存柜的照片。
她问我记得吗。
当然记得。我们的柜子的名字我都还记得。
和她一起住在宿舍的那一年，是我念书的那几年，最难过的一年。
也还好有她在。
我一直很佩服她，因为她对事情的坚持，是我做不到的。
不管是念书或感情，她都是凭毅力和决心一路走来。
但是我靠的却是运气。
一直都是。
不常见面，但
希望你们都过得好。
生活中是不是有不如意的事。
原本想搞个小聚会，但下个星期我的时间没办法办到。
看来得等9月学校假期。
虽然见面的机会和时间不多，但你们都是我最珍惜的朋友。
我是个很奇怪的人，
“朋友”的定义和划分很分明。
我有很多工作上的好伙伴，但是属于“同事”而不是“朋友”。
当然也有几个“升华”变“朋友”，
但感觉还是不同的。
从念书时期，一路陪伴走来的朋友，
是不同的。
回想过去，最要好的两位，应该就是莲和芳。
虽然不常见面，但是“过去式”，也是“现在式”，也会是“未来式”的朋友。
曾经分享很多的秘密。
对我而言，“秘密”不是不能让人知道的事。
而是不能让全世界的人知道，但可以选择性让某些人知道的事。
“秘密”也是有期限的。有些人和事变得不重要了，
就不再是秘密。
当年的那些秘密，现在都不再是秘密了。
去年，芳突然传了两张我们在教育学院念书时共同拥有的储存柜的照片。
她问我记得吗。
当然记得。我们的柜子的名字我都还记得。
和她一起住在宿舍的那一年，是我念书的那几年，最难过的一年。
也还好有她在。
我一直很佩服她，因为她对事情的坚持，是我做不到的。
不管是念书或感情，她都是凭毅力和决心一路走来。
但是我靠的却是运气。
一直都是。
不常见面，但
希望你们都过得好。
醉后16
刚看完《醉后》第16集。
喜欢里头的一句话：
“没有过不去的事情，只有过不去的心情。”
真的，事情不论大小好坏总会过去。
但是心情不同。
事情过去了，心情却总是过不去。
留下来了，而且可以一直住下来。
在心里。
可以住很久，可能是一辈子。
有些事情很久远，但是当时的心情却总是跨不出时间。
停留在某年某月的某一天。
时不时就会突然弹出来吓一跳。
这样的心情不论过了多久，
都跨不出当年的时间。
因为人的心，
不可能像头脑那么理智。
事情过去了，靠的是理智。
但心情过不去，不是理智所能控制。
很有意思。
喜欢里头的一句话：
“没有过不去的事情，只有过不去的心情。”
真的，事情不论大小好坏总会过去。
但是心情不同。
事情过去了，心情却总是过不去。
留下来了，而且可以一直住下来。
在心里。
可以住很久，可能是一辈子。
有些事情很久远，但是当时的心情却总是跨不出时间。
停留在某年某月的某一天。
时不时就会突然弹出来吓一跳。
这样的心情不论过了多久，
都跨不出当年的时间。
因为人的心，
不可能像头脑那么理智。
事情过去了，靠的是理智。
但心情过不去，不是理智所能控制。
很有意思。
Monday, August 01, 2011
signs of falling sick
My throat is a little bit funny today. And signs of coughing. If I can't keep the virus from exploding, I will be falling sick soon. And this time of the year, reminds me of last year's dengue thing. I was so sick last year national day time. And now national day is coming, bad omen for me. Hope I will not fall sick.
遇见
刚才遇见云老师。
在northpoint.他说他到医院看牙医，正要搭地铁回宏茂桥。
好久好久没有见到他，他的样子依然没变。
好怀念以前上课的时候。
他刚离开教育学院，现在做些写作的工作。
我也在书局看过他一系列的儿童图书。
问起其他老师。
好像都走得七七八八。
问起张爱东老师，陈照明老师。。。。。。
好想回去看看这些老师。
我也听说现在那里的情况和过去不同了。
我大概了解是怎么一回事。
文学和语文，
其实我还是喜欢文学。
以前上云老师的课也是如此。
有一阵子，我上他的一门课，还患上恐惧症。
是一门声韵学的课，那时他的样子可怕极了，
心情好像非常不好，因为不想上课，我还逃了好几堂课。
但是文学课，我就从不缺课，除了出水豆的那一个月。
真的想回去看看。
云老师说不回去也罢。
听起来对那里的种种该是很失望吧？
回去，不知道该找谁，说些什么。
但真想回去。
以前也跟Ron回去几次。
后来就没有再回去了。
忙着生孩子，总是错过教师节。
一个人回去，总觉得别扭。
如果跟Ron一起回去，可以把说话的部分都交给他。
现在很难像以前那样了。
大家都各忙各的。
但再不回去，恐怕也就真的不用回去了。
我相信之后，还会有更多人事变动，
也许教文学的老师最后真的会都离开了。
在northpoint.他说他到医院看牙医，正要搭地铁回宏茂桥。
好久好久没有见到他，他的样子依然没变。
好怀念以前上课的时候。
他刚离开教育学院，现在做些写作的工作。
我也在书局看过他一系列的儿童图书。
问起其他老师。
好像都走得七七八八。
问起张爱东老师，陈照明老师。。。。。。
好想回去看看这些老师。
我也听说现在那里的情况和过去不同了。
我大概了解是怎么一回事。
文学和语文，
其实我还是喜欢文学。
以前上云老师的课也是如此。
有一阵子，我上他的一门课，还患上恐惧症。
是一门声韵学的课，那时他的样子可怕极了，
心情好像非常不好，因为不想上课，我还逃了好几堂课。
但是文学课，我就从不缺课，除了出水豆的那一个月。
真的想回去看看。
云老师说不回去也罢。
听起来对那里的种种该是很失望吧？
回去，不知道该找谁，说些什么。
但真想回去。
以前也跟Ron回去几次。
后来就没有再回去了。
忙着生孩子，总是错过教师节。
一个人回去，总觉得别扭。
如果跟Ron一起回去，可以把说话的部分都交给他。
现在很难像以前那样了。
大家都各忙各的。
但再不回去，恐怕也就真的不用回去了。
我相信之后，还会有更多人事变动，
也许教文学的老师最后真的会都离开了。
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Saturday, July 30, 2011
fruits and jelly
These few days, I suddenly have an interest in fruits. So do some research on the different kinds of fruits and their good points. Last time i used to make jellies. But the interest went off. Now the interest came back again. I will be trying out some healthy jelly reciepe. See if I can come up with something decent. Without sugar and colouring. And purely used only fresh squeeze fruits juice, fruits.
And maybe can make some with wine. Hope I will have some success in this. Will explore next week,and if I manage to make, will post pictures here:)
And maybe can make some with wine. Hope I will have some success in this. Will explore next week,and if I manage to make, will post pictures here:)
san san classes
san san will be going for yamaha class in oct. music wonderland. found an ok timing. on sat evening. The clementi branch has no good timings. So we will go to the jurong west branch for san san. MY weekends are going to be more packed with more activites.
Friday, July 29, 2011
names
我给魔头们取了很多小名。
小魔头/魔头杉/小魔头杉/大魔头/伶伶/杉杉/阿伶/阿杉/叶小杉/大伶/魔魔/宝贝伶/宝贝杉
生气的时候，就干脆叫yip yee leng!
到现在魔头杉还是很难搞，一天要闹上好几次，弄得我精疲力尽。
只有大魔头和最小的小君很合作。
特别喜欢带小君出门。因为她不会像她二姐那样。
她真是天生开心果，最喜欢笑，容易满足。
我记得魔头杉从小就喜欢皱眉头。小时候的样子很凶。
到现在还是没变，只是心情好的时候会露出可爱表情。拍照时表情多也最上镜。
但私下，她还是魔头的样子。
看照片是看不出来的。
小魔头/魔头杉/小魔头杉/大魔头/伶伶/杉杉/阿伶/阿杉/叶小杉/大伶/魔魔/宝贝伶/宝贝杉
生气的时候，就干脆叫yip yee leng!
到现在魔头杉还是很难搞，一天要闹上好几次，弄得我精疲力尽。
只有大魔头和最小的小君很合作。
特别喜欢带小君出门。因为她不会像她二姐那样。
她真是天生开心果，最喜欢笑，容易满足。
我记得魔头杉从小就喜欢皱眉头。小时候的样子很凶。
到现在还是没变，只是心情好的时候会露出可爱表情。拍照时表情多也最上镜。
但私下，她还是魔头的样子。
看照片是看不出来的。
失落
今天早上看完了最后一集的<城市猎人>。
不太喜欢这样的结局。
也许社会上真的不能没有“城市猎人”，
但是用法律维持的正义又算什么？
要有多少个城市猎人才能维持法律办不到的事？
这样就真的够了吗？
尽管结局并不是我希望的那种圆满，但是整体来说，
这部片子还是我到目前为止，看过的，最精彩的一部。
下个星期开始，不用再追看了。
另一种失落。
不太喜欢这样的结局。
也许社会上真的不能没有“城市猎人”，
但是用法律维持的正义又算什么？
要有多少个城市猎人才能维持法律办不到的事？
这样就真的够了吗？
尽管结局并不是我希望的那种圆满，但是整体来说，
这部片子还是我到目前为止，看过的，最精彩的一部。
下个星期开始，不用再追看了。
另一种失落。
Thursday, July 28, 2011
猎人19
今天早上看了《城市猎人》第19集。
很精彩。
不知道那个检察官是不是死了？
希望不是。
虽然并不是很喜欢那个检察官，但是如果真的得死掉一个，
还是会选择牺牲城市猎人。
为什么？
因为整个国家靠一个城市猎人是不行的。
他又不能无所不在，也不能活一辈子。
社会上各个阶层的人都能帮到吗？
很难吧。
但是法律比较能够照顾到大多数的人。
当然法律也不是绝对公平的，但是它却还是能做到相对的公平。
检察官若是死了，感觉像维护法纪的代表人物死了，
那还有什么法纪可言？
所以希望他能够活着，
这样法律才会有希望。
贪污腐败的人太多，
需要更多能够单纯清廉地维护法律的人。
当然更希望是较完美的结局。
如果可以，最好两个都别死。
到最后有情人终成眷属，不是很好吗？
很精彩。
不知道那个检察官是不是死了？
希望不是。
虽然并不是很喜欢那个检察官，但是如果真的得死掉一个，
还是会选择牺牲城市猎人。
为什么？
因为整个国家靠一个城市猎人是不行的。
他又不能无所不在，也不能活一辈子。
社会上各个阶层的人都能帮到吗？
很难吧。
但是法律比较能够照顾到大多数的人。
当然法律也不是绝对公平的，但是它却还是能做到相对的公平。
检察官若是死了，感觉像维护法纪的代表人物死了，
那还有什么法纪可言？
所以希望他能够活着，
这样法律才会有希望。
贪污腐败的人太多，
需要更多能够单纯清廉地维护法律的人。
当然更希望是较完美的结局。
如果可以，最好两个都别死。
到最后有情人终成眷属，不是很好吗？
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
好的事情
因为<醉后>注意到这首歌曲.
因为这首歌曲,注意到演唱者.
很特别的名字,严爵。是本名吗？？
看起来蛮有才华的一个人。
样子也ok，有拍偶像剧的潜力。
看了他上的几个台湾综艺节目，
腼腆的感觉。
或许创作歌手的角色更适合他。
未来的日子里，应该会更成功吧？
因为这首歌曲,注意到演唱者.
很特别的名字,严爵。是本名吗？？
看起来蛮有才华的一个人。
样子也ok，有拍偶像剧的潜力。
看了他上的几个台湾综艺节目，
腼腆的感觉。
或许创作歌手的角色更适合他。
未来的日子里，应该会更成功吧？
Monday, July 25, 2011
headache
headache again. normal kind of headache. Hopefully tomolo morning it will clear off by itself.
醉后第15集
刚看完<醉后决定爱上你>第15集.
感觉没有那么好看了.好像在拖戏.差不多可以结束了吧.
不喜欢小鬼在里面的造型,尤其是发型,非常滑稽.
那个发型真的很碍眼.
好像<美乐加油>里王心凌的水豆疤,
真的很明显,总是刻在脑海里,挥不去的画面.
感觉没有那么好看了.好像在拖戏.差不多可以结束了吧.
不喜欢小鬼在里面的造型,尤其是发型,非常滑稽.
那个发型真的很碍眼.
好像<美乐加油>里王心凌的水豆疤,
真的很明显,总是刻在脑海里,挥不去的画面.
carnival
saturday we brought the kids to the prudential carnival. And they enjoyed themselves. Free candy floss, food, balloons, pop corn....but of coz need to queue up.
badminton session
yesterday evening, had a badminton session with bro and hubby. my first excerse after so many years. My last badminton session was with my students Janice and mary. that was many years back already. Thought my bones will ache very badly today, but they didn't. strange. Still can get out of bed and still can do marking. I remember there was once, i forgot what sports i played, and i end up with very aching legs and hands, and could not even hold a pen. trembling hands. but today the aching part is very mild.
yesterday's session was at the cc near my mum house. My hubby usually go for badminton playing twice a week with friends. I dont join his sessions. only yesterday timing ok and can bring the kids to watch. And they were real good cheer leaders..
yesterday's session was at the cc near my mum house. My hubby usually go for badminton playing twice a week with friends. I dont join his sessions. only yesterday timing ok and can bring the kids to watch. And they were real good cheer leaders..
Friday, July 22, 2011
eye review
My girl's lazy eyes problem was cured. Now she only need to patch eye 1 hr per day for 4 mths, then totally no need to patch already. But of coz still have to wear spectacles, but the lazy eye problem no more and the degree stablize.
city hunter
第18集,精彩!
还有两集就播完了,好快!
如果现实生活中也有这样的"城市猎人"那该多好!
有时候觉得戏里的那个检察官挺无聊的.
放着该做的事不做,总是追着城市猎人干嘛.
应该捉的人是谁都搞不清楚.
做事好像都没有轻重之分.
希望这部戏能有个大团圆结局.
不想看到最后留下的是一个缺口.
还有两集就播完了,好快!
如果现实生活中也有这样的"城市猎人"那该多好!
有时候觉得戏里的那个检察官挺无聊的.
放着该做的事不做,总是追着城市猎人干嘛.
应该捉的人是谁都搞不清楚.
做事好像都没有轻重之分.
希望这部戏能有个大团圆结局.
不想看到最后留下的是一个缺口.
Thursday, July 21, 2011
some things that I want to do
Wanted to sing KTV or rather go KTV and watch MV and listen to songs.
Wanted to go Musicdreamer to drink tea and listen to live singing. And I missed that day Ding Hua say she is singing. I can't go as nobody looks after the kids. Hubby is studying MBA these 2 weeks. I have not gone down there for years. Really!
Wanted to go paulaner brauhaus to drink beer. I love the beer there. have not been there for so long...when was the last time I went? I can't remember. Anyway have not been there for years also. I have been so busy with kids these few years, and whenever I got pregnant, I couldnt touch any alcoholic drinks. So I have not gone there for years I think.
And all of the above, I could have easily done. But other than KTV, the other 2 places are not opened in the day when I am most free. And night time, I need to look after the kids. And who on earth go drink beer ownself and left kids at home?haha....
I must be mad. But for musicdreamer, I think I am still able to go down on a weekday night. I dun like weekends as it will be very crowded. Just one weekday nite, I still can ask hubby to bb sit the girls. Maybe I find one day dinghua is singing then I go down.
Wanted to go Musicdreamer to drink tea and listen to live singing. And I missed that day Ding Hua say she is singing. I can't go as nobody looks after the kids. Hubby is studying MBA these 2 weeks. I have not gone down there for years. Really!
Wanted to go paulaner brauhaus to drink beer. I love the beer there. have not been there for so long...when was the last time I went? I can't remember. Anyway have not been there for years also. I have been so busy with kids these few years, and whenever I got pregnant, I couldnt touch any alcoholic drinks. So I have not gone there for years I think.
And all of the above, I could have easily done. But other than KTV, the other 2 places are not opened in the day when I am most free. And night time, I need to look after the kids. And who on earth go drink beer ownself and left kids at home?haha....
I must be mad. But for musicdreamer, I think I am still able to go down on a weekday night. I dun like weekends as it will be very crowded. Just one weekday nite, I still can ask hubby to bb sit the girls. Maybe I find one day dinghua is singing then I go down.
counting down
Counting down to my big girl's birthday.
The 2 girls are doing this counting down everyday.
I told them if they are well behaved, I will get them some new dough dough for their dough play session. And also a waffle and ice cream making set.
And they know I will be ordering the agar agar cake for the celebration at childcare on the actual day 17 august. And I have also bought souveniers for all the kids in big girl's class. Bought about 23 puzzles. I don't like to buy sweets and chocolate stuffs. Prefer to buy stationery or little games which the kids can keep or use.
Dun like them to eat too many sweets.becoz of this, they find sweets something rare and can easily motivate them to do things using sweets.
The 2 girls are doing this counting down everyday.
I told them if they are well behaved, I will get them some new dough dough for their dough play session. And also a waffle and ice cream making set.
And they know I will be ordering the agar agar cake for the celebration at childcare on the actual day 17 august. And I have also bought souveniers for all the kids in big girl's class. Bought about 23 puzzles. I don't like to buy sweets and chocolate stuffs. Prefer to buy stationery or little games which the kids can keep or use.
Dun like them to eat too many sweets.becoz of this, they find sweets something rare and can easily motivate them to do things using sweets.
KKH eye review
Tomorrow afternoon, I will be bringing my girl to her eye review session at KKH. Hopefully there will be improvement on her eye condition.
irriating people
What i hate most now, when I walk pass yishun interchange to take bus. There is this group of insurance people from GE who are damn irritating. Asking to do survey, and honestly I did that c2pid survey b4 already. And they dun seems to believe. Nevermind, and I always just ignore and walk quickly. Today the lady still quite ok, after exchanging a few sentences, she walk off. Yesterday there was this very tall big guy and the worse insurance agent I have ever met. As usual I just walk quickly and said I done that c2pid survey, and he still persist on, and use his finger poke my shoulder twice to catch my attention.I want to slap his face and but of coz he is too bloody tall. And I didn't even manage to scold him that F word. I was just blood boiling angry. I tell myself if I see him again today and I didn't scold him, then I change my surname! And today dun know luckily for him or for me, he wasn't there.
I am super irritable these days. So better dun provoke me. Any small small thing can make me behave in an unpredictable manner. And I think people will be surprise. What kind of things I will do when I get mad. And when I start cursing people, it will probably takes a long time for me to stop cursing. So dun make me do that.
I am super irritable these days. So better dun provoke me. Any small small thing can make me behave in an unpredictable manner. And I think people will be surprise. What kind of things I will do when I get mad. And when I start cursing people, it will probably takes a long time for me to stop cursing. So dun make me do that.
猎人17
刚看了<城市猎人>第17集。
下午的天气闷热，真想开冷气睡大觉。
最近都睡得很迟，但不是在做什么有建设性的事。
只是花点时间上网听听一些以前错过的歌曲。
有些MV真的还不错，之前都没什么留意，原来错过了很多。
重温的感觉也挺不错的。
我把那些歌名记下来，过些时候还可以找来听。
不知道是偶像剧让某些歌曲红了，
还是没有偶像剧这些歌曲也会一样红？
是听久了变得理所当然的好听？还是原本就好听？
有时候听这些歌曲，脑海闪过的却是偶像剧的画面。
下午的天气闷热，真想开冷气睡大觉。
最近都睡得很迟，但不是在做什么有建设性的事。
只是花点时间上网听听一些以前错过的歌曲。
有些MV真的还不错，之前都没什么留意，原来错过了很多。
重温的感觉也挺不错的。
我把那些歌名记下来，过些时候还可以找来听。
不知道是偶像剧让某些歌曲红了，
还是没有偶像剧这些歌曲也会一样红？
是听久了变得理所当然的好听？还是原本就好听？
有时候听这些歌曲，脑海闪过的却是偶像剧的画面。
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
岁月
在巴士上，看到三位中学生。
感觉怪怪的。
三个人之间有种暧昧关系。
隔开好几排座位，
但还是能嗅到空气中那股年少轻狂的味道。
连那女生手上拿的手机都反射着流逝的岁月。
那么遥远的年少。
原来那种暧昧关系是那样的年纪才会发生的。
从旁观者的角度看，
看到的是岁月交错流逝的痕迹。
很熟悉的画面，一而再，再而三转眼，
就是几十年的流逝。
岁月。
哪里没有它的痕迹？
哪里都是它的痕迹。
感觉怪怪的。
三个人之间有种暧昧关系。
隔开好几排座位，
但还是能嗅到空气中那股年少轻狂的味道。
连那女生手上拿的手机都反射着流逝的岁月。
那么遥远的年少。
原来那种暧昧关系是那样的年纪才会发生的。
从旁观者的角度看，
看到的是岁月交错流逝的痕迹。
很熟悉的画面，一而再，再而三转眼，
就是几十年的流逝。
岁月。
哪里没有它的痕迹？
哪里都是它的痕迹。
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Monday, July 18, 2011
outing with JUne
My morning tuition for tomorrow is canx last minute. And I can go out with mum and June. June will be very happy. She loves to go out to play.
headache again
sunday afternoon started to have headache.
ate panadol. night time still headache. ate another panadol. This morning still headache, ate another panadol. And the headache went off at about noon time. Now perfectly ok. I think my be my hormones problems. My menses is overdue again, And I can forsee problem brewing. Everytime it is overdue and came later, it is massive and I always have to forced myself to wake up in the middle of the night to clear the mess. Irritating. And now its more than 35 days already. Still waiting. Super irritated these few days. So this is what people call the PMS.
ate panadol. night time still headache. ate another panadol. This morning still headache, ate another panadol. And the headache went off at about noon time. Now perfectly ok. I think my be my hormones problems. My menses is overdue again, And I can forsee problem brewing. Everytime it is overdue and came later, it is massive and I always have to forced myself to wake up in the middle of the night to clear the mess. Irritating. And now its more than 35 days already. Still waiting. Super irritated these few days. So this is what people call the PMS.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
june at coming 13mths
June can call my brother. "jiu jiu".
And can call sisters "jie jie".
The rest still cannot yet. But its a good improvement.
She got 4 teeth now.
And can call sisters "jie jie".
The rest still cannot yet. But its a good improvement.
She got 4 teeth now.
Saturday, July 16, 2011
transport fare up?
when the service is kns, and you still want to up the price?
now? at this time? when the shits are not clear yet?
do a better job b4 up prices.
When I have to wait 20 mins at bus stop in the morning without a feeder bus for 3 consecutive mondays. the feeling sucks. And the whole bus stop from few people to exploded with people. And when the bus came, 5 feeder buses came together. wth.
Its not one time or once in 50 years time. Its almost everyday at 8.15am. If I go out later at 8.45am, i am safe. But if I go out at 8.15am and want to catch a bus, I need to wait till 8.35-8.40am, and makes me freaking late for tuition.
And the peak hours MRT station KNS also.
import and import more people in, and see who die first.
They are faster, better, cheaper.
But we singaporeans die faster.
when we complain about transport services, they will say.....you look at XXX countries, we must be contented with what we have, our lives are good etc....
But why we don't compare with YYY countries? Why must always compare with the worse ones? why cannot compare with better ones. Like that how to improve ourselves?
Why always so defensive?
Got imperfection, make it perfect. Cannot make it perfect then make it better.
Do a good job first. If you want to up prices, by all means. But clear your shit first.
Take a public transport yourself during peak hours and see the problem.
Hate this.
And now whenever I go out, the voices at my back makes me feels that I am in a foreign country, its either a part of china or I am in India.
When did this happen?
Where did all my singaporean friends gone to?
now? at this time? when the shits are not clear yet?
do a better job b4 up prices.
When I have to wait 20 mins at bus stop in the morning without a feeder bus for 3 consecutive mondays. the feeling sucks. And the whole bus stop from few people to exploded with people. And when the bus came, 5 feeder buses came together. wth.
Its not one time or once in 50 years time. Its almost everyday at 8.15am. If I go out later at 8.45am, i am safe. But if I go out at 8.15am and want to catch a bus, I need to wait till 8.35-8.40am, and makes me freaking late for tuition.
And the peak hours MRT station KNS also.
import and import more people in, and see who die first.
They are faster, better, cheaper.
But we singaporeans die faster.
when we complain about transport services, they will say.....you look at XXX countries, we must be contented with what we have, our lives are good etc....
But why we don't compare with YYY countries? Why must always compare with the worse ones? why cannot compare with better ones. Like that how to improve ourselves?
Why always so defensive?
Got imperfection, make it perfect. Cannot make it perfect then make it better.
Do a good job first. If you want to up prices, by all means. But clear your shit first.
Take a public transport yourself during peak hours and see the problem.
Hate this.
And now whenever I go out, the voices at my back makes me feels that I am in a foreign country, its either a part of china or I am in India.
When did this happen?
Where did all my singaporean friends gone to?
Friday, July 15, 2011
城市猎人
看完第16集。
感觉男主角的身世好像比想象中复杂。
两个人都不吃豆子，应该是为接下来的故事发展提供的线索吧。
还是很精彩。
原本打算看《阳光天使》，但是看第一集就不喜欢。
很假的感觉。
虽然很喜欢杨丞林，但是真的不喜欢里面那样的角色，连说话都怪怪的。
不看也剩下不少时间。
但是还蛮想看吴尊演的戏。
感觉每次都是酷酷的那种。
但这一次还是不看了。
感觉男主角的身世好像比想象中复杂。
两个人都不吃豆子，应该是为接下来的故事发展提供的线索吧。
还是很精彩。
原本打算看《阳光天使》，但是看第一集就不喜欢。
很假的感觉。
虽然很喜欢杨丞林，但是真的不喜欢里面那样的角色，连说话都怪怪的。
不看也剩下不少时间。
但是还蛮想看吴尊演的戏。
感觉每次都是酷酷的那种。
但这一次还是不看了。
Thursday, July 14, 2011
outing with june
Today brought my mum and JUne to clementi mall.
JUne was very happy.
Had lunch at a japanese resturant which reminds me of a place in Japan which we ate very nice pork cutlet. The appearance of the dishes is the same and taste very crispy also. But the meat itself is not good. Quite hard. Not the kind of soft and easy to chew type, so overall it is still not the same as the one we ate in japan.
Next free day I shall bring them to Jurong point. Weekday morning to noon time, jurong point also not many people. As long as b4 the sec schools students release from school.
JUne was very happy.
Had lunch at a japanese resturant which reminds me of a place in Japan which we ate very nice pork cutlet. The appearance of the dishes is the same and taste very crispy also. But the meat itself is not good. Quite hard. Not the kind of soft and easy to chew type, so overall it is still not the same as the one we ate in japan.
Next free day I shall bring them to Jurong point. Weekday morning to noon time, jurong point also not many people. As long as b4 the sec schools students release from school.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
thursday
This thursday I am free. Can bring my mum and June out to play. Where should we go on thursday?
head lice
This morning when I took bus to go for tuition. I was standing near to the door. Just next to the seat of a sec sch malay girl. She was sitting down. And I noticed alot of white stuff on her hair, so I keep looking at her hair. And then I saw a head lice crawling on a strand of her hair. Felt so sick after I saw that.
I never pid so much attention to people's hair until lately, when my girls got this head lice thing from the childcare centre. Infected by other kids. And several of the kids in the centre got it. So I had a hard time catching head lices. Activated my whole family to catch. Spent every amount of my free time to search their hair. And of coz I bought the anti head lice shampoo from pharmacy and also the head lice comb, which works like miracle.
After combing, the head lices just come off together with the comb and I killed them.
Sound gross, but thats the dirty job a mother have to do. Ever since then, I am so paranoid with this head lice thing. And now its is a habit of mine to comb my girls' hair twice in a day, b4 they go to sch and at night b4 they sleep. Using the head lice comb. I make sure they go to school clean and dun infect others. But are the rest of the parents doing the same too? I doubt so. So i just keep my fingers crossed and hope they will not get infected by others.
And now whenever i go, I tend to look very detail into people's hair. esp on bus. I think i am an expert in head lice problem. And i get irritated when I see people who dun practise basic hygenie.
Its not wrong not to be pretty, nothing wrong with having untidy and unmanageable hair, nothing wrong with looking terrible everyday. but at least have to maintain and keep clean. The very basic is clean. And to me, clean is good enough. I used to have very terrible hair in my sec sch and jc days. But at least I keep my hair clean lor. And dun go around infect others with head lice. but of coz with messy hair i dun look good, but people can choose not to look at me, so I am not actually causing damage to them. Dun have to be pretty to please others, but have to be clean and not cause inconvenience to others.
I never pid so much attention to people's hair until lately, when my girls got this head lice thing from the childcare centre. Infected by other kids. And several of the kids in the centre got it. So I had a hard time catching head lices. Activated my whole family to catch. Spent every amount of my free time to search their hair. And of coz I bought the anti head lice shampoo from pharmacy and also the head lice comb, which works like miracle.
After combing, the head lices just come off together with the comb and I killed them.
Sound gross, but thats the dirty job a mother have to do. Ever since then, I am so paranoid with this head lice thing. And now its is a habit of mine to comb my girls' hair twice in a day, b4 they go to sch and at night b4 they sleep. Using the head lice comb. I make sure they go to school clean and dun infect others. But are the rest of the parents doing the same too? I doubt so. So i just keep my fingers crossed and hope they will not get infected by others.
And now whenever i go, I tend to look very detail into people's hair. esp on bus. I think i am an expert in head lice problem. And i get irritated when I see people who dun practise basic hygenie.
Its not wrong not to be pretty, nothing wrong with having untidy and unmanageable hair, nothing wrong with looking terrible everyday. but at least have to maintain and keep clean. The very basic is clean. And to me, clean is good enough. I used to have very terrible hair in my sec sch and jc days. But at least I keep my hair clean lor. And dun go around infect others with head lice. but of coz with messy hair i dun look good, but people can choose not to look at me, so I am not actually causing damage to them. Dun have to be pretty to please others, but have to be clean and not cause inconvenience to others.
Monday, July 11, 2011
Can I have more PV work?
I'm bored.
These 2 weeks.
can I have more PV work? Why the pri sch havent phone me to go for PV sessions.
I need to clock more hours and I am bored.
sianz
These 2 weeks.
can I have more PV work? Why the pri sch havent phone me to go for PV sessions.
I need to clock more hours and I am bored.
sianz
学琴
每一次叫女儿练琴，看她练琴，都有想吐血的感觉。
如果不是我自己看不懂，学不会，我就可以指导她。
现在反而要她靠自己，我只能在一旁说：“你要自己记得，妈妈不会。”
但是她犯错的时候，我还是知道的。我只是没有办法弹。而且也不知道哪根手指按哪个琴键。
就算知道，也没办法记住。
总是得从第一个琴键算起。
女儿现在刚接触左右手并弹的曲子。
很简单的儿童曲子，左手只需要弹一个琴键，但是就是没有办法和右手的那个琴键一起弹。
最糟的是她很不专心。
除了琴键，她脑子里想的恐怕还有墙上的壁虎和地上的头发。
家里什么地方有了什么变化，她一眼便能看出，
但是说到做事，谈不上半点专心。
有时侯，我是憋了一肚子火，
只是想吼她。
尤其是问无聊问题的时候。
连用脚指头想都知道的答案还要问，
有够欠扁。
最近对她们大声说话的次数越来越多，
但是她们还是不怕我，虽然我觉得应该已经很凶了。
或许在她们眼里，我只是一个又在发神经的疯婆子罢了。
大魔头还私下为家里的成员排名。
她说杉是第二凶的。
最凶的是爸爸。
我问她谁排第三，她说是她自己。
我问她那妈妈排在哪里？她说我排第四名。
看来我也只有吐血的份。
如果不是我自己看不懂，学不会，我就可以指导她。
现在反而要她靠自己，我只能在一旁说：“你要自己记得，妈妈不会。”
但是她犯错的时候，我还是知道的。我只是没有办法弹。而且也不知道哪根手指按哪个琴键。
就算知道，也没办法记住。
总是得从第一个琴键算起。
女儿现在刚接触左右手并弹的曲子。
很简单的儿童曲子，左手只需要弹一个琴键，但是就是没有办法和右手的那个琴键一起弹。
最糟的是她很不专心。
除了琴键，她脑子里想的恐怕还有墙上的壁虎和地上的头发。
家里什么地方有了什么变化，她一眼便能看出，
但是说到做事，谈不上半点专心。
有时侯，我是憋了一肚子火，
只是想吼她。
尤其是问无聊问题的时候。
连用脚指头想都知道的答案还要问，
有够欠扁。
最近对她们大声说话的次数越来越多，
但是她们还是不怕我，虽然我觉得应该已经很凶了。
或许在她们眼里，我只是一个又在发神经的疯婆子罢了。
大魔头还私下为家里的成员排名。
她说杉是第二凶的。
最凶的是爸爸。
我问她谁排第三，她说是她自己。
我问她那妈妈排在哪里？她说我排第四名。
看来我也只有吐血的份。
中午电影
这个时候,只有我这种有闲没钱的人才能看中午场电影。
差点儿就真的只为我一个人放映影片。
看了Monte Carlo. 除了满足一下虚荣心，没有什么其它意义。
每一次看电影都有吃爆米花的欲望，但是真的吃的时候，却觉得没劲，吃到最后都想吐的感觉。
但是又总是犯贱，每次都会忘记那种最后想吐的感觉。
最近真的就只是在挥霍时间。
差点儿就真的只为我一个人放映影片。
看了Monte Carlo. 除了满足一下虚荣心，没有什么其它意义。
每一次看电影都有吃爆米花的欲望，但是真的吃的时候，却觉得没劲，吃到最后都想吐的感觉。
但是又总是犯贱，每次都会忘记那种最后想吐的感觉。
最近真的就只是在挥霍时间。
Saturday, July 09, 2011
2 weeks study
My hubby 2 weeks study start again.
He will be very busy with studies and doing assignments.
The monsters will be on a no government state for this 2 weeks.
He will be very busy with studies and doing assignments.
The monsters will be on a no government state for this 2 weeks.
Friday, July 08, 2011
i miss you
我：刚才jiarong说他miss you,你有没有miss 他？
伶：不用miss lah...明天不是可以看到他了吗？
想不到女儿比我还要实际。
看来她以后应该不是那种梦幻型的人。
伶：不用miss lah...明天不是可以看到他了吗？
想不到女儿比我还要实际。
看来她以后应该不是那种梦幻型的人。
Wednesday, July 06, 2011
transformers
Transformers dark of the moon, 很有人性的一部电影。有时候同类也可能道不同。曾经同道，再后来也可能背道而驰。
觉得在里头的机器人看起来像有感情的,其实更像机器人。而看起来很无情的，却更像人。最像机器人的应该是Optimus。因为太理性。看起来很有感情，但也可能是因为理性思考得出的结果。能够把个人得失利益放在次要的位置，这像机器人才有的理智。印象最深刻的是它毁灭sentinel时的那种果断和冷静，没有丝毫的犹豫，真是机器人的表现。而更像人的是decepticons 和 sentinel。虽然是反面角色，但是心中的“我”可以酝酿成极大的占有欲，正因为这样，更像人类。有欲望，有野心，有理想，有憎恶，有嫉妒，有怀疑。。。。。。这是人类才有的感情，却实实在在体现在它们身上。虽然是机器人之间的斗争，但撇开外形不谈，看来看去都像是人与人之间的斗争。因为唯一像机器人的也只有optimus而已。
影片还算不错。虽然时间长了点，但是在悠闲的时候，回味一下儿时的记忆，也是挺不错的。
还蛮喜欢看那些钢铁变来变去的样子。
看到那么简单的一辆车，可以变成那么复杂结构的机器人，
那么结构复杂的机器人能变成简简单单的一辆车，
总是能给人小小的惊喜。
因为现实生活中不可能有。
把简单复杂化也许有，但把复杂的简单化很少见。
觉得在里头的机器人看起来像有感情的,其实更像机器人。而看起来很无情的，却更像人。最像机器人的应该是Optimus。因为太理性。看起来很有感情，但也可能是因为理性思考得出的结果。能够把个人得失利益放在次要的位置，这像机器人才有的理智。印象最深刻的是它毁灭sentinel时的那种果断和冷静，没有丝毫的犹豫，真是机器人的表现。而更像人的是decepticons 和 sentinel。虽然是反面角色，但是心中的“我”可以酝酿成极大的占有欲，正因为这样，更像人类。有欲望，有野心，有理想，有憎恶，有嫉妒，有怀疑。。。。。。这是人类才有的感情，却实实在在体现在它们身上。虽然是机器人之间的斗争，但撇开外形不谈，看来看去都像是人与人之间的斗争。因为唯一像机器人的也只有optimus而已。
影片还算不错。虽然时间长了点，但是在悠闲的时候，回味一下儿时的记忆，也是挺不错的。
还蛮喜欢看那些钢铁变来变去的样子。
看到那么简单的一辆车，可以变成那么复杂结构的机器人，
那么结构复杂的机器人能变成简简单单的一辆车，
总是能给人小小的惊喜。
因为现实生活中不可能有。
把简单复杂化也许有，但把复杂的简单化很少见。
PV road safety park
Today bring the chongfu students to east coast road safety park. Good weather. lucky me. And clock about 4 hours for today.
Went for lunch and watch the movie "transformers-dark of the moon". Nice show. Initially did not thought of watching, but the transformers has been a favourite toy of my brother's childhood days. He still has some collection with him. The first toy he choose for himself during his primary school days was one of the transformers.
But I dun think he has time to watch this movie.
Went for lunch and watch the movie "transformers-dark of the moon". Nice show. Initially did not thought of watching, but the transformers has been a favourite toy of my brother's childhood days. He still has some collection with him. The first toy he choose for himself during his primary school days was one of the transformers.
But I dun think he has time to watch this movie.
san san fever
My san san is having fever. started a few hours ago just after dinner, Fed her fever med at 8.45pm. Now waiting for 12.45am to feed another dose, Then 4,45am another dose. disrupted sleep again.
PV again
In the morning, I am going for another PV session. This time please dun rain ok. I got drenched that time for the kampong glam trip. The kids also. Bad planning on the school part. MOst of the kids with no umbrella and raincoat. Just getting down the bus and run to shelter, all wet already. Poor kids. I think they must have fallen sick from that trip.
Hopefully weather will be good this time, Should be able to clock 4 hours.
Hopefully weather will be good this time, Should be able to clock 4 hours.
special ear
I think one of my ear is a "special" one.
everytime when i wear a plastic earring or some other types of earrings, just for a few days....my ear starts to get infected.
Only when I wear "real" ones, like gold, diamond, silver ones....then its ok.
strange ear i have, and its always the right ear thats giving me problem.
And now I have problem also, for wearing a dun know what material earring, and its infected again. waiting for it to heal now, so that I can put my earring back.
everytime when i wear a plastic earring or some other types of earrings, just for a few days....my ear starts to get infected.
Only when I wear "real" ones, like gold, diamond, silver ones....then its ok.
strange ear i have, and its always the right ear thats giving me problem.
And now I have problem also, for wearing a dun know what material earring, and its infected again. waiting for it to heal now, so that I can put my earring back.
Tuesday, July 05, 2011
nice art studio
nice art studio. After every lesson, the teacher will take picture of each student with their art pieces and wrote what they learned for each lesson behind the photo. There will be comments on the progress of students. Very nice idea.
Sunday, July 03, 2011
first art lesson
My girls started 1st art lesson today at jurong green cc. A newly opened art studio call "jellybeans art studio". Very near to my mum's house. Just walk less than 5 mins. Good location for us. Hope they enjoyed their lesson. Finally my sansan has something to learn. She has been asking to go for classes but I did not manage to find a suitable time slot for yamaha. And she dun seems suitable to learn ballet. So art class should be good for her.
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